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Wow ok so where do I start. It's been a long time since I have updated this thing and I liked the way it sounded but I guess it's time to change it from the boring way that it was. Well I'm still a cool, down to earth, laid back type of person. Though depending on the friend you talk to when it comes to me that could change. I hate drama however it seems to like to find me. I really can't describe my personality because it changes constantly, especially depending on the person or people that are around me. But that's me. Don't let the number count fool you because I have very few people that I can actually consider a friend. But I love my associates just the same. I can be a very open and outspoken person yet there is no one that actually really knows me. Funny how that sounds but strangely its true. I'm still a work in progress though and I am not going to rush the finished project but I am sure it will be worth the wait.I have an 9 year old son and a 8 year old daughter that’s my world. My kids have been and always will be my number 1 priority, my family comes second, and the people in my top friends are a very close third. If you can’t accept that then leave now. Don't tell me what to do. I have a daddy and it rarely worked out well for him, I guarantee it won't for you. I'm a serial texter. Most of the time I prefer texting over talking. The only real reason I even have a cell phone is to text.I cuss a lot. I don't mean to, it just happens. I tend to make people cry. Don't test me. I still keep a journal of sorts, so if you're an ass to me, intimate details (lack of bedroom skills, size, etc) could someday be public knowledge. Fair warning. You can't play a girl who was never emotionally invested.I love to hang out, watch wrestling and some sports.. and yes, I yell at the TV (a lot). I'm one of the coolest down to earth chicks you will ever meet (and we are rare). Stuffed animals, hybrid roses, and cards or something creative will win me over every time. Don't try to sleep with me the first few times we hang out. I will hurt your feelings and then tell everyone I know. And that is a lot of people.I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. It’s your decision. Either way it doesn’t matter to me. If I really ever liked you, you'll know. Otherwise, you were just a distraction. If you have to ask, you were just a distraction.I cry when I'm really pissed. If I am to this point and you are the reason….RUN. If you meet my kids it means I trust you. Don't fuck that up. Once you do, you will become a distant memory to me. Read the profile of the Leo female to truly TRY to understand me. When I DO love, I love with all my heart, and if you mess it up I will seek revenge. Fair warning.I do not eat everyone’s cooking. Do not take offense to it. If I don’t know you or did not watch you fix it, I will not eat it. Don't tell me you're going to do something if you're not. That is my number one pet peeve. Don’t make assumptions off what you think I'm like. You will be wrong. Don’t make assumptions about me based on my appearance. You’re going to be wrong.I believe in God but not organized religion. Just my opinion. Feel free to disagree. I love to write. You may get to read some of it. Most of it you won’t. I will not drink out of a cup if I have put it down and walked away. Too many crazy people in the world. I forgive way too easily most of the time.For the guys, if you can keep me in a conversation, you’re doing great. It’s a lot harder to do that than you think. Confidence is sexy. Anyone who disagrees just wants someone to push around. I get tired of that. Have an opinion even if it’s not one I agree with. I believe some dreams are predictions of the future and some are just best left forgotten. It really takes a lot to piss me off. When I get to that point, I will plot revenge and it won’t be something that will happen to you in the near future. I have been known to have a revenge plot that took 3 years to get off the ground. I’m patient like that. If I apologize to you, accept it because it is a rarity. Anything else you want to know hit me up at [email protected] either by email or messenger
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Any cool laid back types that wanna laugh and have a good time. There is enough drama in the world so do us both a favor and don't bring it to me.

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How You Live Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them. How Do You Live Your Life?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


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fictional story part 4

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fictional story part 3

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Fictional story part 2

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Good bye

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Posted by on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 20:46:00 GMT

Stand Still

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Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 18:23:00 GMT

Our Deepest Fear

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The Invitation

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