I'm three times the man he'll ever be... and she's been play'd so many times by him, but she clings to him with her last breath, so be it... when she realizes the truth, it'll be too late baby... cause guys know how guys fool around... and you wouldn't believe me even if I told you the truth... so be with him more and more, once you see how many other girls he choose over you, what will you be worth?But it doesn't really matter now does it? My love is blind, and the only thing I can focus on is YOU!I'm blamin myself cause in my wealth was her pain would haven Behavin like a money hungry hooker, funny how the money took her from a average honey to a stunning lookerI just have a well aptitude... Based on the situation, I blend in very well and to any circumstance, I take the chance if it's a worthy one. Rise... to the blades of glory and victory. Cry havoc, and let slip the dogs of war... yet peace and joy are the most victorious in this battle. Enjoy the lifestyle of which I choose. Beat any one of them in their own system. Let's ride to any occasion. My life, my life, my life... we live till death comes does us part. In the end, we all face it. And I walk the line. If I cross it, there is no return. Then, which side will I choose? .... ..
Why Do I feel like this? I've had a hard life. So hard, and so many challenges, it's a wonder I'm still here. Yet, dispute literally being put to rest so many times, I catch myself with rebirth to come back stronger than before. If you only knew, if you knew what goes through my mind, you'd be shocked. But despite all the problems and obstacles I've had to overcome, it's only starting. It's only the tip of the iceberg. These problems are minor, challenges I've faced are greater than what you might have to go through your whole life. NO Comparison. Bur I made it to 23, in the hood your lucky to make it to 21 or 23, whichever it is. I made it, will I make it all the way through who knows. With the amount of shit I've seen, it's horrible and nobody should have ever have to go through it, but I have. I have friends that I've lost, some in prison for murder, some doped out on drugs, and some are out there living it up doing their thing. But in all senses, I'm still on my path. I've reached so many crossroads I lost track of the way I came. I've reached so many dead ends where I had to turn back, but it's hard to go back cause I started from scratch. It is true though, that all paths eventually lead to the same ending, it's the path we choose that determines our destiny. So many faces I've seen, so many people I've meet, gone, don't know where they are. So many people I have forgotten, My life, is a sincere one. My bad friends knew of this and couldn't make me fall into a bad place. Thugs, gangstas, hoodlums, whateva the case may be, I've seen a lot of bad shit in my lifetime, went through many pains and sufferings, had many battles and wars. Now, it's time to live and let go of the suffering once and for all. Fuck the haters, fuck the biased and assholes, Overcoming obstacles is all I do. Ain't no bitch going to stop me. And, once I make it to the top of the golden mountain, you'll see me on top shining. yeahhh booyy I'm half Pisces and half Aquarius...that's why I'm so screwed up!Don't worry about my Gangsta, I'll handle it if I have to But Please I don't want to do it...Stay coo...Can't breath...I stay good.
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personality test by similarminds.comBetter dancing than I've ever seen...old is goldMan, i love this shitSometimes The cops are just on the wrong side. so i ain't tryin to see em'. i love a brotha doin triple life but i aint tryin to be em. Big Pun & I Love Puerto Rico!Happy DiwaliOMG... I grew up watching movies like this. I always wished I could get with her since I was a young boy...damn! Hum Tumhare HainNobody has ever caught my eye as she has... woahhhhh...lovely... yet sometimes i feel like a drink but don't wanna drown myself in it and act out all crazy, gotta watch myselfMai ho nah ek Raja Hindustani I love these songs!.. .. .. ..Pardesi, Paradesi, Jana Nahi I hope it doesn't come to this... Tere Ishq Main Nachange, nay dhur lugheh....She want that lovey dovey That kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss In her mind she fantasize bout getting wit me They hating on me They wanna diss this, kiss-kiss Cause she mine and so fine And thick as can beyou be messing up my song... Lord have mercy, Jesus Christ, He's just nice, he just slice like a ginsu, look at the life I've Been Through, I'm the last real nigga alive that's official, So I, got in em shoes, tried em wore them Wasn't a perfect fit, so I couldn't sport em, Niggas started noticing my flow and was open when The Golden Child closed em in with more style than them older men, I laughed, stayed home, never hung a lot A quiet man who used to be alone planning, Baby moms thought I was too quiet, couldn't stand it, She hit the streets, later on she hittin the sheets With a rapper who wanted me on his songs, thinking he strong I taught her how to watch for cars that might follow Tauht her street shit that I know Her weakness was shine yo But that's her, I ain't mad baby, it made me stronger Now I get my paper longer........I gave it all up so I can chill at home with mama She was getting old and sick so I stayed beside her We had the best times, she asked would I make more songs I told her not till I see her health get more strong...I'm the man's man, a rapper's rapper, G-O-D S-O-N, they'll be none afterborn and raised in the united states... thub, phir bhi dill hai hindustani, phir dill hai hindustani ...I try to play cool Actin like what you do don't phase me, don't phase me Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy When I'm in the house, when I think about When I see you out, when I hear aboutI want my baby back! {'Lo-so} And I thought it would be easy but it's hard for me to let you GO~! (Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go! (Baby don't) go (baby don't) {y'all know what this is} Now I'm better than your ex, gon' be better than your next Baby, Nothin to scream about just back your Beemer out Pack it up in the trunk, go back to Kima house Cause I can play cool, but I can't play fool There's options in break up, you ever play pool? Better do you cause I damn sure does me And what your buzz be is only because of me The wifey, hus-by, never was me I does me, trust me I don't wanna another you so I'ma slide (yup) But I got another boo, on the side, bay-bay.......It's okay to lose your pride over someone you love Don't lose someone you love though over your pride Stick wit'cha entree and get over your side We break up to make up at Jacob's baby......Now if you ain't never went through it you ain't really into it......just like a coke bottle....She Literally has the power to stop me in my tracks, so I avoid her at all costs, otherwise who knows how i'll end up... ur wayyyy toooo beautiful gurl, u'll have me suicidallll, suicidallll and its already over, over
How can I show what I feel inside, a heart that could satisfy the whole worlds' end, when I've built a stone wall so strong that sometimes I can't even get through......... but if i open it people feel blessings, just ask anybody who gets to know me. what in life is out there? Peace or turmoil, The World Is Yours and diamonds are forever...k.i.t. Watch this... it will make you laugh you knowHum - Jumma Chumma - girl, i could go for one of those right now .. .. .... "; .. ..I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
..You wanna know about me - well here it goes just because I feel like writing:American Jat - born and raised in the states, Come from the ghetto but I never knew it was considered a ghetto until I went to nicer areas, I don't give a fuck what people say, I still love my hood! I'm Hindustani - parents come from Fiji - their parents and parents came from Uttar Pradesh and Bihar- two different states in India. Nausori in Fiji - Lucknow in UP, Patna in Bihar, so I carry a wide mix of these characteristics. I speak 3 languages, actually English and Hindi, and a little Spanish and very little Fijian. I spoke Hindi well when I was little but lost a lot of it growing up. My BAD, damn, I picked a lot of it back up though. Fiji Hindi, is a mix of a lot of different languages actually put together. Such as Awadhi, Bhojpuri, Punjabi, Nepali, Tamil, Bengali, Gujarati, Pathan, but mainly the Hindustani language... I guess. But it has been influenced by other groups that also came to Fiji. Thus comprising Fiji Hindi. I learn a lot more from watching Hindi films though. Well, I went to ghetto schools and grew up with ghetto friends. I started drinking when I was 14 years old and started smoking(weed not cigs) in the 10th grade, or that's when I really started smoking. After a while it started becoming not so fun anymore hanging out only with Chinese and other Southeast Asian people, even though I grew up with them. I simply had to get back on the education track and it was a difficult process getting back into it. I basically blew alll my chances of studying in New York State and City, a possibility that I wish I still could have done but I'll visit the places instead, even though I won't learn the city the way I wanted to by living there. I've actually been there and been in the statue of liberty around the third grade time era. My family went on a road trip basically around the united States. Hella fun. well my throughout growing up, I would always excel or decline in my studies. Whenever I tried, I would get the highest gpa, grades, whatever, but when i didn't really care so much or didn't give a shit basically, i would simply be average or a little below it. This was a trend off and on till my connection at CRC. When i enrolled in my first math class there, the teacher. Mr. Woodmansee, actually checked our work and thus, creating the chain of events. Thanks man, I owe you big time. That's been a while back now but I did two semesters, one with 24 units and the last one with 27.5 units. And passed all my classes, despite not mastering the subjects as much as i could of. Whoa, that was a crazy time in my life. I'm glad I made it to a more serious layout at Sac States, I got big plans to unfold. Only can wait and see though. Besides this, I enjoy watching movies if I have the time to watch the whole thing, man I'm so busy, speeding through traffic without getting a ticket, playing pool, playing soccer, playing piano, playing videogames but i don't do it anymore cuz got no time bro, my bad. i love to laugh when i'm not stressed or got work to do but always working on some project. well, i'm also a nerd in a lot of ways despite being into non nerd things. Computer components and gadgets must keep running. i love to read and write, as i'm doing now but you've probably stopped at this point, oh well, here is some more stuff...I won the rap high school contest and battle me to prove it. freestylin is fun when people don't bitch when they loose. oh yeah, thank god i quit smoking and drinking otherwise you'll see me at the club basically every night with a different girl or possibly the strip club with my homie dre...well, i grew up playing softball and then baseball, went on to basketball and was pretty good but got my threshold in football, then soccer came along and never left it ever since. but u still get more cheerleaders with football, i'll probably be married in about two years to some gori or something, hahah, nah jus kiddin, but she'll be the right girl, a mix between a lot of good and some bad, because 100% good girls aren't fun but she can't be 100% bad and slutty neither, damn bitch... but wifey has to be clean... oh, i like to cook, clean, stay up on apparel but really don't sport clothes like i should, i just don't do it like i used to... now's it's very plain and simple... and people always get on me for that but oh well... I like lifting weights and running and jogging. makes me feel fresh, I grew up on comic books and cartoons, Marvel Comics are the best, oh, used to go to the arcades a lot in Florin Mall before they tore it down, damn shame and the old movie theater used to have tickets for only $3.75, and we still snuck in the back door. lol. Now, well, Now, I've been out and about. Without School there are so many things to do, so many things to explore. I come from Sac and know the city as best as I can. When there is no school, I don't have to worry about stupid homework assignments or studying all the time on something that I'll eventually forget or retain on the back of my mind only to remember it when I dont' need it. Oh well, I believe that all people deserve the right to live regardless of faith or color or sex. It breaks my hurt when people are hurt or judged on something by people that don't even understand it or think they are better. It is easy to hurt. But what is more powerful, making a hundred people cry or a hundred people laugh. I'd rather make people laugh and dance, but don't mistake kindness for weakness, i took martial arts as well and I protectz minez. There is so much to say and write but who will read this... nobody, memoirs and histories, who cares,everybody is all about the money these days and living it up with, while all i want is a simple life with peace and quietness. but then again i enjoy that center of attention and talking shit... but i can't seem to decide anymore, oh well, i need to get some sleep, but tomorrow is just another funfilled with plenty of things to do. i'll be thinkin of u, will u be thinkin of me, maybe well c where this small world leads us
