Hi my name is Natalie, I am 38 years old, raised in a family with multi denominations. Yes, my home life as a child was always interesting. Which I would not have had any other way as I learned alot from my Mom and my Aunt who practice what they call "White Magic", My Aunt and Uncle who taught me about the Bible and Jesus, my Dad who alot of times said that there is no God but yet he was raised Catholic and frequents a Buddist Temple for prayer, My Grandmother who more less raised me and mentored me in believing in God, Native American Spiritual Guides and Reading Cards, and my Grandpa who openly admited he thought we were all confused. As if he had all the secrets to the universe, which he never once spoke a word of and kept all to himself. In a lot of ways he was Godlike to me.I witnessed a lot of different things in my early years. As a teenager, I just stayed to what I felt was true for me, Prayer to God, Candle burning, messages in dreams, Karma and reading the cards. I listened to my inner guides and it worked for me. My early 20s, I discovered that we generate energy of our own and in a circle of friends the energy grew stronger. My card readings were becoming more accurate and the energy was much more present Just like my Grandma, Nita, had said it would, I never thought twice about it. It was just a natural instict for me. January 1994 we had a bad earthquake in Northridge, CA. I was three miles from the epic center and experienced a whole new reality of spirituality. All my beleifs were put to the test at that one exact moment in time; that 1 minute of total fear. I saw things that were real in light and on earth. I freaked and moved to the Bay area where I ended up making less than perfect decisions that led me into a spiritual limbo. I was in that place in my life for 11 months.My grandmother's diabetes had turned for the worse. She started to have heart failure and was on dialysis for 6 months due to kidney failure. She ended up having a stroke that put her on her deathbed. Time for my wake up call. I spent the last 5 days with her at her bedside. She was unable to speak with words but I knew everything she said to me in those last moments. It was there in her eyes. Through her death, I went through a brand new realization of spirituality and the higher truth. I was still in a rebelling mode and it took 5 years of transitioning for me to become calm within and accept what I am experiencing is part of the growth to a higher place.At the age of 31 I met my soul mate. My husband David and his daughter, Tay. 3 years later we married in a Catholic Church. He is from a huge Catholic family. Yep, life is still an interesting road trip! It is a great feeling knowing that we are all different but yet we all have that something in common... Our inner light that holds the truth and binds us together in this Universe.7 years later, I am in the right place. I have been for many years, I am just now fully accepting it. Knowing is half the journey !
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