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I am a 28yr. old who lives by the philosophy that everything happens for a reason. We might not know what that reason is now but, days, mos., or yrs. down the road it makes us the stronger people we are today. Although there are many things that I would not like to repeat, I would never take back a thing.
I didn't really know that I'd begun to mature until I came to the realization (a few yrs. back) that: I really don't know everything and that life is an endless persuit of knowledge. I have always believed in the self-proclaimed quote that, "Addictive dreams often become reality." This in short means to me ~ NEVER GIVE UP! The book "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne dictates the "loop holes" of this quote; as does the quote from the bible:
~Matthew 7:7. I am a giving & loyal kind of person (which is sometimes my downfall).
When in a relationship, my one goal is to provide happiness & comfort to the one that I love. Nothing fills my heart like making another genuinely smile.
I can also be a very physical, emotional, romantic & sensual person. I have a tendancy to be impulsive (which can be a good or bad thing @ times). I tend to keep to myself. I don't like my business spread to the public & pay others the same respect (no need to say, "Don't tell anyone but,...). I just figure that if you want someone to know about you, you'll tell them yourself. I tend to be pretty in touch with reading others for who they truely are. Although I seem to find the best in even those who tend to be cold, I also find that I should trust my instincts more often.
Most are blessed to find one true friend in the world that is unconditional. I have been blessed to find 3.
I am a single mother of an amazing 5yr. old daughter, Eliana Mutia. I know I sound bias but, others agree. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She is a consistant drive for me to strive to be a better person each day. As much as I teach her things, I find that each day I am learning from her as well.
I take each day, day to day. The future is out of our hands. As long as I strive to be better @ what I do each day. That day has been a success.
I've been a lot of places & have seen a lot of things. I was married @ 18 to a man in the Army & fresh out of HS moved to Augusta, GA. Loved it!!! The South that is.
I was divorced @ 20 & before the birth of my daughter (@ 22) moved back to the sticks. Don't get me wrong, I love the area's natural beauty but, the people here are all from the same closed-minded, cookie cutter mold. It wasn't until recently that I've begun to be OK w/ myself & to start pleasing me instead of conforming to what others want in order to please them.
I find that I tend to get settled into a routine @ times & even if something better comes up, I find it hard to break out of my comfort zone to try something new.
I have performed many different jobs including telemarketing, construction, aquarium maintainance & sales, pond building, banquet serving, bartending, and daycare. I am currently persuing an RN degree with only a few semesters left. I have had the privledge to do everything from deliver babies to comforting someone in their last hours. I love plants & animals. I currently have 2 Crested Geckos (Pluto & Dexter, a White's Tree Frog (Freddy), an Eastern Grey Tree Frog (Sherman), 4 Rats (Bright Eyes, Azirelle, Chubby, & Lucky), an Orange Tabby Cat (Willy), a Shepherd/Chow mix dog (Tori), a reef tank & many fish. Check out their profiles @ Sociable Pet under "Who I'd like to meet".
I also support many causes such as Breast Cancer awareness, Bipolar awareness, AIDS awareness, HPV vaccination, stopping global warming, RAINN, Civil Rights & The Human Rights Campaign. Check under my "heros" to learn more.
What Kind of Soul Do You Retain?
Free You have an open heart and open mind and you chose not to let anyone get to you and the way you want to live.