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Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D

I am here for Friends

About Me

Hey hey hey! My name is Melanie and I love peanut butter :D
NOTE TO SELF: Melanie Antonio is more amazing than DIAMONDS. I love myself too much. ♥
There's a cliche about Canadians being too friendly. Like always saying, "Please", "Thank You", or "Sorry" over excessively. I'm the epitome of that. One lovely evening while I was trying to find parking at the mall, some old dumb shit of a cunt backs her BMW into my car. Feeling enraged and wanting to run the bitch over, instead of giving her a piece of my mind, I rolled down my window and sheepishly said, "Sorry." Fuck Me Right?!
Whatever.
I am friendly, respectable, perky, fun-loving, spiritually strong...I can make you smile, laugh, cry, feel queasy and awkward.....I can be many things! hah, not really, but if you like what you see then let's be friends :D
NOTE TO FRIENDS: For those who haven't realized it, I am a terrible person when it comes to the phone. Im sure all of you think I've failed to give the proper attention to my friends. But to overlook and dimiss you as of little importance is far from what I intend. Please excuse me if I don't return your calls. I'm not dodging or trying to ignore you, I just get extremely lazy and sometimes I won't ever return a call. Don't take it personally, that's just the way I handle my cell phone. So the next time you call and I don't pick up, just remember that I still ♥ you and think about you and that it's NOT an attempt to ignore you.
The stars speak for itself.. we were meant for each other.
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The reason I haul my ass over to work. I ♥ my team.

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My Interests

gold accessories
make-up
books
Pizza My Heart
70's disco
movies
antique jewelry
men magazines
shopping
promenade
taking myspace pictures
acoustic guitar
my big familia
my friends
Bianca Fratelli "She Devil"
dancing
peaches
Stride Rite
night life
riding crotch rockets. thanks tiff and walmart.
eating out
smokin out
getting sauced & clubbin
giant sunglasses
Nicole Richie
Belly Dance
Shoes
vintage chic old Hollywood Glamour
Old English Men
blonde hair

I'd like to meet:

anyone...i'm open to a lot of people and I love making new friends :D

Music:

I heart the Mainstream :D..........and pretty much anything I can sing and dance to.

Movies:



The Boondock Saints.
Serenity,The Princess Bride, My Best Friend's Wedding, Garden State

Television:

HOUSE, Firefly, Will&Grace, Family Guy, Queer Eye For the Straight Guy, Vh1

I watch this religiously

Books:

books that involve faeries, goblins, magical creatures, vampires, witches, warlocks, shapeshifters, a lot of hardcore sex and gore etc........
Angels and Demons
Da Vinci Code
He's Just Not That Into You
The Five People You Meet in Heaven
Naked

Heroes:

My fajah.

My Blog

the only one who will ever love her is me...

Today was my Mom's 47th bday, yea, she's an old fogey :DFor those who don't know, my mom and I have a strange relationship. Sort of a Love and Hate thing going on. We both love each other, but we r...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:44:00 PST

God gave me strength....

Almost everyday I have to face my Mom's insanity.But it is every SINGLE day that I have to endure the hard physical and emotional pain she puts upon me with her words.I would rather relive my childhoo...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 10:18:00 PST

bullshit talk? thanks a lot...really

I was hurt to hear that our friendship turned from being good close friends, to just bullshit.     We were nothing but good friends, and friends who also had feelings for each other....
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 11:26:00 PST

moving out? already? now?!

About a week ago Cheryl told Mae and I about considering to move into my Uncle's house with her and Nathan.  I've been thinking about moving out for quite some time now and besides, my Mom's pre...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 01:48:00 PST

totally "PLATONIC"....good to be friends....: )

I finally see him online and I start talking to him....finally.  After a while I just decided to bring it up. So I tell him that I didn't want to make things any more complicated and that I didn...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 09:34:00 PST

::sniff sniff:: i failed........ again....

I wait until today to call and see if he'd call back.  Nada.  Either he's really busy or just avoiding me.  I don't know anymore..... So Gabe tells me that it's not my fault, and I ...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Thu, 06 Oct 2005 01:08:00 PST

pullmyhairgritmyteethsomeonekillmenow

Ok. So i found something out that really made my day go downhill.  And I wanted to cry again..... Now I know that everything was just a LIE. One big fat lie. ...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 01:44:00 PST

i got my closure...

I finally got my closure last night.  It was difficult because it wasn't on the phone or in person which would i've preferred... but its ok, it wasn't really what i was expecting but at leas...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i need closure......at least.....

I just want to know what I did wrong, or what made him change his mind.  I can't go on without resolving this.  I KNOW now that things have changed, and that he doesn't have the same feeling...
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

all cried out. well,not really...

So this is fuckin it.  Gosh I never really thought my feelings would be hurt like this.  No more late night calls, no more "i miss you's", no more hanging out.......  I guess it's over....
Posted by Melanie Fefferman..call me feffi :D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST