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This Is Not How I Remember You.

Nothing else matters.

About Me

I thought I'd figured out the things going on in my head. But to be completely honest, I don't have a bloody clue.
I always said I'd never play mind games..but subconsciously I am; with myself.
I know they arent getting me anywhere, but they give me something to hold on to. :|

My Interests

My friends and family, photography and the sunshine.

I'd like to meet:


Coz' nothing's changed and not much will
coz' this is US and you are STILL
Fighting against me
With all that you've got.

Music:

Incubus
Fightstar
Bullet For My Valentine
Jeff Buckley
Inme

YOU ME AT 6 :]

Heroes:

My parents. And my brother and sister.
They're coming in to their own. I love it.

My grandparents, two of the most beautiful people on this earth.

Natalie. Lucy. Amy.
I couldn't ask for more. Life wouldn't be good without you.

Noone will ever understand quite what this boy means to me. Simply because even I can't really comprehend it. BFFL. Ilu Gareth Brighton.x

My Blog

I'm scared.

Scared that I'm losing people. I know I've always said that the people I truely need I already surround myself with, but that said, there are two people in particular, one boy, and one girl who I real...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 03:49:00 PST

Somehow

'you managed to get under my skin more than anyone ever did.'   True as that may be. And true as it is that I said I'd never stop caring. I'm starting to let someone else in.  ...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 03:08:00 PST

When I actually had passion for writing!

Just In Case Keep me in suspense and tell me what it meant. I'll keep crawling back for more. Digging at your heels just for recognition. Was our time well spent? Yesterdays feelings, they haunt you...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:58:00 PST

Friends :]

Old writings!   Friends   Many come in abundance to us; through this fragile rollercoaster we call life and though some fall along the way, the precious minority will endure the ride from be...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:35:00 PST

Occasionally [Old writing!]

Some of my old writings :]   Occasionally   Occasionally we find someone, someone who we desire fully. They come into our life in ways we could never have comprehended, yet they fit so per...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:32:00 PST

From The Heart. [18/04/07]

20 minutes ago everything started to fit perfectly in to place in my mind. I finally understand. I guess I'd tried to brush over it..I guess in the back of my mind I knew it probably had a large chunk...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 11:42:00 PST

A happyblog? [ChristChurch gig!]

I was humbled at work..complaining about tills again..I had a customer who was getting on with packing fine, he had his arm bandaged..and as I was to later find out, a metal leg..The guy was about 30,...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:52:00 PST

Trip To See My Bristolonians :)

Talk about complicated..I lied my way through this whole thing..only to be found out at the end! Yeaaah I wasnt with Amy..I was with some other pretty legendary people. Met Tanz in town and she droppe...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 05:19:00 PST

[Refresh]

So..where to start? I don't even know! Ha. Well since my last emotional myspace blog rants, lots has changed. Jay's still my number one, but we don't get to talk much anymore..both with busy lives I g...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:43:00 PST

Last night. Please read.

Right..to be honest i don't actually know where to start with this. All i know is i'm scared..really bloody scared. Last night my dad had a stroke, with all the shit thats been happening in my life i...
Posted by This Is Not How I Remember You. on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 04:35:00 PST