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Deb

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About Me

I'm a romantic fool! I suppose the best way to describe me would be "mild to wild". I adore the romantic truths in this life. Humans are precious, each one to be given time to explain their "method" and to be given the right to explain who they are, and what made them to be what they are, at that very moment in time and space... because we are changing always, and evolving continuously. None of us have answers. We are all guessing, at best. And the story, the reasoning, the motives, goals, values... they can all change, in an instant. The human condition is fragile, and beautiful, beyond words. The most self-centered, selfish, uncaring, murderous, unloving, humans deserve love! And an audience. I strive to never judge. To listen with a heart of compassion. To give whatever gifts I've been blessed to share or possess. I'm not always a woman of my word, although I wish I were. Just as I'm sure most other humans wish to be. The one gift we can give, the one priceless gift we can give, is our compassion. I am compassionate. And I truly believe that is the reason for my sons having such great personalities... they see my joy in giving and they learn from it. I owe them this. And so much more! God bless us all, great and small, living or dead. God bless the "human condition".How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time! Don't be intimidated by things that appear so much larger than you can handle... just DIG IN!God loves us... he can't help it, it's what He does. And we don't do anything to deserve it... it's just what He does. We are EACH fearfully and wonderfully made! Look for the Str8edge.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Mr. Michael Kenji Shinoda . He's a genious! It's as simple as that! Nothing more. And the last person I'm willing to name here, is the person who wrote the movie "Crash". I'd love to meet anyone so intelligent as to write those scenarios!

Music:

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Music Videos - Yellow

Heroes:

I have 4 Heroes.
Aaron (My husband)
Jeremy (My son)
Brandon (My son)
Spencer (My son)
This song is for my heroes.
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all Yellow
I came along
I wrote a song for you
and all the things you do
And it was called Yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to've done
And it was all Yellow
You're skin
Oh yeah you're skin and bones
Turned into something beautiful
You know
You know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cuz you were all Yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
Well it was all Yellow
You're skin
Oh yeah you're skin and bones
Turned into something beautiful
You know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry
It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for...
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine...
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do
~I love you with my entire being~
~If I could, you'd never feel pain, loneliness, hurt, fear, frustration, misunderstood, unheard, worry, or lack~
~Happiness is a choice, not a circumstance - never forget to choose happiness~
~Thank you for all the love and joy you each give to me~

My Blog

Barely Holding On!

Tonight, Jeremy was in a horrifying auto accident on I-80.  He was hit from behind and had a full gas can in his trunk.  His car burst into flames and he barely escaped.  The car is tot...
Posted by Deb on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 06:21:00 PST

Still Holding - Part deux

Well, the short story is that there was a pretty big booze party in our house. The carpet: burned. The kitchen floor: burned. The coffee table: burned. The 3 foot tall Klipsch speaker: destroyed from ...
Posted by Deb on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 03:27:00 PST

How I hold on...

So, everyone is writing, calling, asking about my well-being.  I'm so grateful for that!  Words can't express my gratitude.I want to share a timeline of my life with all of you.On Ausgust 23...
Posted by Deb on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 03:16:00 PST