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01.09.09

this is realit is and it will always bei haven't felt like this in yearsme neitherits amazingtbhi dont think its ever felt as good as thisi don't want to wake up.ever.but your not asleepi know lol  i ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 01:13:00 GMT

dear ryan,

I hope you find love. i hope we always stay close. i wish i could kidnap you. i know you'll be the best at whatever you do musically. i also know that when you do become the best, it won't go to your ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:28:00 GMT

and a happy new year.

it's a funny little quirk of humanity; friendship.if i have ever said you were my friend,if i cast a smile or kind word your way, i meant it.if i told you i loved you, if i promised you my best, i tri...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 00:58:00 GMT

our December sun is setting

it was a line from a long cryptic message i found when i woke up at on p.m. "because I'm not who I used to be" who was i? where did i go? was it really this time last year that i worried more about my...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 00:35:00 GMT

watching the parade

have years always flown by this fast? it seems like only last week katie and i were hiding from old relatives, snuggled together on a playground set smoking in the snow.   
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 15:26:00 GMT

dialing 2725

when the sky laid us downand twilight made us singmy body met your soul in the eveningwild eyes and a constellation smileyou laughed without careretaining innocenceand when your fingers tangled undern...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 14:04:00 GMT

Eris, Dischordia

i destroyed something beautiful,growing inside me,vines reaching like infinite fingers, clutching to the unfriendly soil and rock,trying to thrive in an abandoned tundra.i called it muse,it called me ...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 03:53:00 GMT

till the wolves are away

child, take up arms.he is a liar.he will break you.he will gnash at your fleshhe will rip out your cold hearthe will lap up your blood.you are still a young girl at heart, so let it beat red and true.
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 07:11:00 GMT

dear existentialist, this ones for you.

there are certain feelings no one should have to live through.people like you cause them to rise up.you are the rock in my shoe,a lose thread pulling apart my favorite sweater.no matter how many times...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 13:15:00 GMT

to patrick:

-patrickyou are a criticizing cynical plague a prime example of the folly of humanity.i hope you go to L.A. and someone kicks the shit out of youif you ever threaten me again i will knock your dick in...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 19:24:00 GMT