About Me
First off, This is my Myspace therefor it's all about me :O) Well what do you want to know? I fuckin hate everything! To start with, but no seriously...JK....I guess this is the part where I'm supposed to divulge aspects of my life to whomever is reading this...So I'm supposed to put myself on a pedestal for this brief, yet quite informative, minute..or two and once I've captivated you with my "charm" You will be intrigued by my rambling and only be mesmerized by my sense of using big words and proper English. YEAH RIGHT!!!!!..I am just way to complicated for this box ...but here goes..First and foremost I tend to be on the shy side when it comes to meeting new people, but I'm learning to break that habit... I have really great friends they fucking rock my life! I am a geek and I like geeky things of that nature... I'm Italian,I possess a head of jet black hair set off by emerald colored eyes, tan skin & full lips stung by natures finest bees (Hows that for an intro) I'm a pretty sane person.... I don't fall into the lesbian stereotypes, which is a good thing...I'm not conceited, I'm just realistic and I don't have an attitude, I just know what I want!...I'm kind of moody sometimes, I like doing things my way (and that’s not always the best or right way), I'm as simple as they come, and yet too complex for my own good..I'm a perfectionist and don't believe in settling for less. Though I'm an extremely tough person to date, I do my best to realize my faults and keep them at bay! I'm an extremly positive person .. I don't believe in failure, and I don't give in to other people's bullshit...I think that there is always a right way and a wrong way to do things..I have the worst time management.. I'm always late for everything...like 2 hours!! I'm a pop culture, entertainment and fashion buff. I live life to the fullest and try to stay active with the gym. I like uniqueness, charm and class. I don’t like fake scenesters, liars or cheaters (basically ½ the population)
I can be brutally honest at times, but I'm also one of the most loyal people you'll ever meet.I'm told that people's initial impression of me is that I'm a hard ass; bold and intense with an ounce of playfulness. Yet, people that I have known for an extended amount of time tell me that I am one of their most reliable, honest, trustworthy, and dependable friends. I would like to think that I'm just cautious about those that I take the time to engage, and am always leary of those that are taken back by intensity. I'm intense in everything I do. I'm very patient. I am not,however,very tollerant. I'm me.. "Me" includes being ridicuslouly random, moody, sarcastic, cynical, opinionated, spontaneous,loyal, charming, egotistical,intellectual,artistic, well-dressed,well-read and unlike anyone you will ever meet. I'm impossible to forget, yet hard to remember.. Meaning, you may not remember everything I say, but you will ALWAYS remember me. I have been many places in life, good and bad.. I am happy with my life regardless of heartache, trials and tribulations or any other BS I have been through...I love Photography, some say it's my calling,I think it may be one of them. Although I work for the government..(someone has to pay for Prada and D&G)..my true passion lies in the arts....but I decided not to be a starving artist and have a real job..I have an appreciation for all types of culinary cuisines..I am a food snob to end all food snobs I have an insane attention to detail...give me something new and I can't dissect it enough. I am a conversationalist and avid listener...I think a lot, sometimes too much for my own good, I'm always up in my head, I've been told I have a serious demeanor,I'm not pissed, I'm just thinking!! I have a sarcastic & arrogant personality that gets me into trouble sometimes...You could say I'm a bit of a risk taker. I try to live life to the fullest and face everything head on. As a general rule I like to shake things up every now and again.. I don't ever want to say, "what if" or "I wonder" I live for the moment, and for the experience....My passion drives me in everything I do...I am vain as hell but I am also quite modest, my flaws keep me real and trust me I am well aware of all of them...I'm finally at a point where I know I have absolute control over my life. Nothing scares me, Nothing worries me. I wake up each morning glad to do exactly what I set out to do each day. Sometimes my fear of missing out syndrome gets the best of me! I Live life, I don't let life live me..I have definitely learned you to have a good sense of humor; you can’t always take things so seriously! So far in life I've made more mistakes than I could ever possibly count-Yea,I've done some pretty stupid shit...but I have learned a lot of lessons from my experiences, they made me the person I am today....I'm not perfect; I'm human...I have worked very hard and overcame many obstacles in my life to become who I am today, My life has become much simpler over the years, I have filled my soul with the determination to be who I am--unadulterated. I have left a lot of old habits behind. I have no shame I have no guilt and I have no regrets--(well maybe a few regrets..but don't we all)... I am unapologetic and completely forgiving. I accept things and people for who and what they are. I have a lot of patience, but we all have our limits, and I won't hesitate to let you know when I have none left. I am not overtly social, but if you're in my circle, you will have my full attention...I tend to surround myself with only the best of company and frown upon drama driven people! I see it like this, If you feel that you must have drama in your life ... you need help! Really! I think there's hotlines for that, Or there should be anyway. I mean dont get me wrong I am not a hater, if drama is what you are then fine, just keep that shit AWAY from me.
I'm sometimes uncompromising but I never put myself first. I'm stubborn and set in my ways but I am also willing to continue to grow and learn. I am not one to let people in that bring or cause negativity..I will be your friend, until you give me a reason not to be...I am a very peacefull, chill and positive person...I have no patience for people who shrug a lot and say things like "Whatever" or "I really don't care" yeah those kind of people need to die Oh, and did I mention I have a extremely morbid sense of humor...I am a very outgoing person who's up for whatever whenever..My confidence is overwhelming at first but I like to joke I like to play. My humor is a sick and twisted sense of sarcasm...You'll have only the best time when I'm around.
I am always on a quest for self improvement through many different avenues..Happiness is an internal responsibility...Any moment I spend unhappy is a moment of my life wasted.I've had my share of falls in life, but I never stay down. I just turned 33 and I'm really not happy about it-definitely having issues that I'm not in my 20's any longer. I think I may start to lie about my age. I could pass for 23, Right? I definitely don't act 33... What the hell is a 33 year old supposed to act like anyway?? I truly am a kid at heart and will probably always be. I know I am blessed with wisdom well beyond my years...I can sometimes be hard to deal with, but if you get me, then you'll love me...if you don't, then you suck..But, I SEE IT THIS WAY, YOU EITHER LIKE ME.. OR YOU DONT, I MOVE ON EITHER WAY.I am quick to give someone the benefit of the doubt and generally assume the best of people, but if you cross me wrong or break trust with me it's unlikely you will ever get a second chance = once you piss me off there is no going back! If you get me to love you, I will do anything for you, but don't get me wrong screw me over and I will become a complete asshole..On a shallow note...I am a Vegetarian and have been since I can remember..it's one of the most amazing things you can do for your body, I am at the gym often so, my life revolves around being healthy, I have my weaknesses, Oreo cookies,Pizza & Peanut Butter being the major ones,(and no not all at the same time) so I'm not that rigid with the health issue. I also really stand behind a holistic approach to life in general...I am not crazy about the bar scene..so it's not likely you will catch me spending my free time there..Okay, I think I'm done. The end.
