A machinist by trade, father by design, and happy by fate. I was married for seven years, divorced, And remarried. Father of two great boys, Justin Jr. and Jesse Lee, a beautiful daughter, Jamie Louise, and in a few more days a new girl
What can I say work sucks! But its work its supposed to, besides there are allot of people out there that don't have a job, so I am grateful to have it. until i got laid off 6 months ago now i am grateful to be raising my children.
Fate has brought me back into contact with my high school sweetheart. Separated with absolutely no contact for nearly ten years, Michelle and I were reunited, where else but right here on Myspace (thank you Carisa for getting Michelle to update her profile). Michelle was in the process of leaving her husband at the time, her divorce is final now, my wife and I always had a love hate relationship. And within a week of me talking to Michelle she decided to leave me, taking the boys with her. Michelle and I decided to meet, the Friday after Labor day we seen each other again and fell in love all over again. We have gotten an apartment together afterwards, we are happier than hell and look to be married after my divorce is over with. And the new future in law family rocks! They took the boys and I in right away. Everyone wants to hold the baby and Justin has kids his age to play with. They really made us feel like we were supposed to be there, that made me feel very comfortable. Thanks to them, and to the new found ability to pay bills due to the working participant in the household, Justin had the best Christmas (in 06) that he has ever had.
April 1 2007 Justin Jr. is now living with us, things are looking up and up so far. He loves Michelle and I think she is a huge influence on him, because from what I can see he wants to be like her. she is definitely helping his nice factor by this much. [________________________________]
And yet now I am still shocked to see the kind of change Michelle has brought to my life. Just yesterday was Fathers day '07, she got up with the kids in the morning and let me sleep in till 9;30 or so, when i was woken to "Happy fathers day". I responded back with "It's just another day baby." "It is a special day" she replied (and she was right). Then Justin walked in carrying a hand full of trinkets in the door with him "I love you daddy". Wow what a start to the day. aye? And It just got better from there. So far I can chalk that day up to one of my best days ever. ;) Thats one thing I love is the feeling you get when some one you love loves you back and shows it, not just saying it. Yes I know some people say love is hard work and you have to try hard, because it is what you choose to love. I disagree Love is simple and fair and sees no limitations. Love should come naturally, not a well Ill try. An even wiser man ( in my opinion)once said, before he died, "Do or do not! There is no try." True love, Unconditional love what ever you want to call it, and those of you with kids know what I'm talking about (don't have to try to love your kids do you), is sometimes right in front of your face and you don't even know it, but think about it. would you want to spend the rest of your life with "the run(a)way model" or your best friend? I choose my best friend. No doubt about it.
Now it is down to the wire 10 days to go, until my love will be known as MRS. Justin L. Ott. What a quinky just a year ago our lives were turned upside down. Now divorces are finalized, custody issues have been settled, and to top off the whole mess we just planed a wedding in less than one month. Wow what can I say, a few years ago when I started riding my motorcycle around, I thought I was in the "best time of my life" zone. I could have not been more wrong! The bike was an escape for me in my everyday life, to go and blow off steam and be dangerous. That all worked out really nice till I got home or the bike broke down, then it was back to the same miserable life, or trying to figure how I could fix it for as little money as possible. Now I don't have the time to fix it if I had a ton of money. And I don't have a home life I want to steer clear of, I look forward to going home now, even if Michelle is not home because I can be around all the things that remind me of her.
