Right now I am just trying to breathe. Been putting all my efforts into work and keeping my man (now Ex!!)happy for the last 5yrs and it wasn't until the birth of my baby girl that I finally had the opportunity to look at the world through fresh eyes. Nobody ever deserves to come before her and that's why I'm putting her first by letting all the rest go now. Certain people have helped to inspire me along the way whilst making these decisions, but most of all it is Ebony who has let me dig deep and find the strength to acknowledge my dreams and get on with doing something about it. Some days from the outside it might look like I'm struggling right now, but those who love me and know me, know I'm going to be just fine. I can't wait to celebrate with you all when our goals are achieved.