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BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD!

I have found the love of my life, and my soulmate in Lee. love is real real is love

About Me

My name is Jeanine and im a freak and a dork and a lover and proud of it bitches!!! hahaha. I really am a good, geniune honest person, very open, quiet, and loving. I am a Capricorn and I am a capricorn to the tee that its scary. You can tell me anything and I wont blink an eye and im sure I have heard it all before. Nothing surprises me or shocks me its just life and its beautiful and great and it sucks and its ugly. People tend to always come to me with there deepest darkest secrets, and problems and I dont mind at all. Im guessing probably because I dont look at them differently with judging eyes. I look at them with kind understanding eyes, I dont tell nobody, and I just try to console them and be there for them. I wish more people would learn to do that! Im told a lot and agree that I was born in the wrong time. I am an old, gentle, soul with a huge heart. I love life. I love to laugh and make people happy. I am very easy going, easy to get along with, open minded, caring, considerate, friendly, warm, sensitive, spiritual, strong, passionate, compassionate,positive, adventurous, brave, fun, thoughtful, intuitive, independent, generous, humorous, loving, and blah, blah, blah , "Get over yourself, Jeanine". Well, I do have some bad qualities like reffering to myself in third person for example. (I promise i really dont do that in person) but I dont have as many bad qualities as the good qualities. I will openly admit to my bad qualities and when I am wrong which are two very good and very rare qualities to have and here I go again..... but anyways I'd rather just list my good qualities here. ;)Im EXTREMELY shy at first but once you get to know me and I know your a good egg I can trust ya and you wont take advantage of my good nature then im much more talkative. Im a really good read of people. Everyone I believe is genuinly good deep down inside but some people just havent learned the ropes yet nd dont realize that its better to be good and thoughtful of others then bad and only think of yourself. It saddens me that some people think its better to be cut throat to get by in life. It must be so stressful to think that way. Im so deep...hahaha anyways.... I pretty much just work my blue collar ass off all week and hang out with my girlfriend, and good friends in the free time i get.

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"What we've got here is failure to communicate. Some men you just can't reach... So, you get what we had here last week, which is the way he wants it! Well, he gets it! N' I don't like it any more than you men." *Look at your young men fighting Look at your women crying Look at your young men dying The way they've always done beforeLook at the hate we're breeding Look at the fear we're feeding Look at the lives we're leading The way we've always done beforeMy hands are tied The billions shift from side to side And the wars go on with brainwashed pride For the love of God and our human rights And all these things are swept aside By bloody hands time can't deny And are washed away by your genocide And history hides the lies of our civil warsD'you wear a black armband When they shot the man Who said "Peace could last forever" And in my first memories They shot Kennedy I went numb when I learned to see So I never fell for Vietnam We got the wall of D.C. to remind us all That you can't trust freedom When it's not in your hands When everybody's fightin' For their promised landAnd I don't need your civil war It feeds the rich while it buries the poor Your power hungry sellin' soldiers In a human grocery store Ain't that fresh I don't need your civil warLook at the shoes your filling Look at the blood we're spilling Look at the world we're killing The way we've always done before Look in the doubt we've wallowed Look at the leaders we've followed Look at the lies we've swallowed And I don't want to hear no moreMy hands are tied For all I've seen has changed my mind But still the wars go on as the years go by With no love of God or human rights 'Cause all these dreams are swept aside By bloody hands of the hypnotized Who carry the cross of homicide And history bears the scars of our civil wars"We practice selective annihilation of mayors And government officials For example to create a vacuum Then we fill that vacuum As popular war advances Peace is closer" **I don't need your civil war It feeds the rich while it buries the poor Your power hungry sellin' soldiers In a human grocery store Ain't that fresh And I don't need your civil war I don't need your civil war I don't need your civil war Your power hungry sellin' soldiers In a human grocery store Ain't that fresh I don't need your civil war I don't need one more warI don't need one more war Whaz so civil 'bout war anyway

My Interests

LOVE, PEACE, DREAMS, SPIRITUALITY, MEDITATION, BEING ZEN, SILENCE, LIVING IN THE MOMENT, LEARNING FROM MYSELF OTHER PEOPLE AND EXPERIENCES, MUSIC, SINGING, LAUGHING, PHOTOGRAPHY, MAKING HEMP AND BEADED JEWLERY, GARDENING, HANDY WORK, BUDDHISM, ANCIENT CULTURES, ART HISTORY, READING, MYTHOLOGY, PHILOSOPHY, PHYSIOLOGY, IMAGINATION, KARMA, NATURE, THE CITY AT NIGHT, HELPING PEOPLE AND ANIMALS, ACTIVISM, BEING GREEN, DEEP CONVERSATIONS, ASTROLOGY, SPACE, SPIRITS, KIND EYES, GOOD SOULS, OLD SOULS, YOUNG SOULS, GOOD VIBES, GOOD ENERGY, GOOD PEOPLE, GOOD TIMES, ARTISTS, MUSICIANS, BOHEMIANS, EARTH ANGELS, INTUITIVES,CLAIRVOYANTS, GAY PEOPLE, FUN PEOPLE, FUNNY PEOPLE, COMPASSIONATE PEOPLE, LOVING PEOPLE, HAPPY PEOPLE, GOOD PEOPLE, DANCING,CLUBS, BARS, HOUSE PARTIES, DINNER PARTIES, INCENSE, WINE, CAMPING,BIKING, SWIMMING, HIKING, GIVING, RECEIVING, SOULS, MINDS, HEARTS, AND LOTS LOTS MORE...I TRULY LOVE LIFE AND THINK IT'S SO COMPLEX AND INTERESTING. I TRULY ENJOY GETTING OLDER LEARNING MORE ABOUT MYSELF, THE WORLD, AND ANYTHING ELSE. I LOVE TO JUST LEARN AND LEARN AND STAY ACTIVE AND MEET NEW PEOPLE AND HAVE NEW EXSPERIENCES:)
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I'd like to meet:

First off I'd like to meet The Dalai Lama, Ghandi, Nelson Mandela, Harvey Milk, Martin Luther King Jr.,Abraham Lincoln, Susan B. Anthony, Eleanor Roosevelt, Gloria Steinman, all people I have admired for standing up and speaking out for what they believe in. I'd also love to meet Janis Joplin, John Lennon, Stevie Nicks, Melissa Etheridge, all my favorite musicians. Some other well known people I'd like to meet are Diane Keaton, Shirley MacLaine, Judy Garland, Susan Surandon, Meryl Streep, Goldie Hawn, Bette Midler, Jennifer Love Hewitt, Kate Hudson, Drew Barrymoore, Reese Witherspoon, Ellen Degeneres, Gilda Radnor, Wanda Sykes, Kathy Griffen, Chealsea Handler, Sarah Silvermann, and all my favorite actors, comedians, etc. On Myspace I'd like to meet anyone who's a good person and friend. I like people who laugh a lot and who can laugh at themselves and don't take life or themselves too seriously. I like to laugh and love alot with other good, kind hearted people. I can get along with just about anyone as long as there honest, geniune, kind, not pessimistic all the time, and respectful. I love good people, compassionate people, funny people, fun people, happy people, spiritual people, intuitive people, open minded people, gay people, bohemians, musicians, artists, and many other kinds of people. I love people:)

Music:

Janis Joplin, Melissa Etheridge, Stevie Nicks, CAROL KING, John Lennon, The Beatles, Grateful Dead, CSNY(and all of them solo), Led Zeppelin, The Rolling Stones, Jimi Hendrix, David Bowie, Queen, Elvis, The Doors, Tom Petty, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Bob Dylan, Pink Floyd, Cream, Eric Clapton, Bob Marley, CCR, Jethro Tull, Fleetwood Mac, Elton John, Black Sabbath, OZZY, Aerosmith, The Black Crows, Guns n Roses,Def Leppard, Eagles, The Steave Miller band, The Ramones, Lynyrd Skynard, ACDC, The Allman Brothers, Johnny Cash, Willie Nelson, Simon and Garfunkel, Paul Simon, Edie Brickell, Judy Garland, Madonna, Annie lennox, Bonnie Raitt, Indigo Girls, K.d. Lang, Joan Jett, Cyndi Lauper, Pat Benatar, Bangels, Chrissy Hinds, Blondie, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Steavie Nicks, Pattie Smith, Carol King, Patsie Cline, Tracy Chapman, Joan Osbourne, Lucinda Williams, Fiona Apple, Susan Tedeschi, Melissa Ferrick, Erykah Badu, Lauryn Hill, Norah Jones, India Arie, Aleisha Keys, Mary J. Blige, Aaliyah, Billy Holiday, Macy Gray, Odetta, Big Mama thorton, Bessie Smith, Aretha Franklin, Tina Turner, Chaka Khan, Whitney Houston, Beyonce, Donna Summer, Tegan and Sara, . Harvey, Kate Bush, Elastica, Till Tuesday, Linda Perry, Ani Difranco, K's Choice, Yeah yeah yeahs, Liz Phair, Sheryl Crow, Sarah McLachlan, No Doubt, Cranberries, The Breeders, Tori Amos, Bjork, Dido, Enigma, Enya, Mazzy Star, Luscious Jackson, Helium, Garbage, Poe, Hole, LP, L7, Lunachicks, murmurs, Portishead, Sleater Kinney, Le Tigre, Bikini Kill, Babes in Toyland, Butchies, Bitch and Animal. I like everything really. I am a huge music lover.

Movies:

The Wizard of Oz, What dreams may come, Old School, Animal House, Grandma's Boy, Almost Famous, Dazed and Confused, Borat, Zoolander,What about bob, The bird cage. Any movie that makes me laugh or any movie about something that interests me.

Television:

I don't really watch t.v. but when I do I watch, Ghost Whisperer, Medium, Lisa Williams life among the dead, Unsolved Mysteries, haunted history, any show or documentry about the after life, hauntings, outerspace, crime investigations, the 60's, Janis Joplin, ancient history, ancient religions, or anything that sparks my interest. Stand up comedy, Ellen, My life on the D-List (Kathy Griffen) The L-Word, Queer as Folk, and Big Love.

Books:

Anything that sparks my interest. I have read a lot of Bios on people that interest me. I love reading about ancient history and cultures, buddhism, and art history. I love books about the afterlife and all of the unknown. I like reading books with gay characters. I also like books about the 60's. I am a big fan of Ann Sexton and Sylvia Plath and many other women poets:)

Heroes:

The young men and women who sign up for the army, navy, air force, and marines because they want to and some who have no money so they feel like they have to who are fighting the presidents war to feed there family and protect there country. The people who speak up against the war and human distruction. I believe in world peace and I am a FIRM believer that peace is patriotic. Selfless people because nobody seems to look out for anyone but themselves anymore. Dalai Lama, Ghandi, Nelson Mandela, Martin Luther King j.r., Harvey Milk, Susan B. Anthony, Eleanor Roosevelt, Gloria Steinman, and anyone who stands up for what is right! Janis Joplin, and John Lennon because I love there music and admire there personalities. Melissa Etheridge and Ellen Degeneres because they helped me a great deal when I was struggling with my sexualtiy and helped me to be honest and comfortable with myself. The many people who I have looked up to, and admired a great deal in my life because there geniune, nice, big hearted, funny, intelligent, brave, stood up for what they believed in, didn't care what others thought, down to earth, selfless, patient, loving and have many other great qualties. My bestest friend, my soulmate, future wife, girlfriend, most loyal and honest person I have ever met, and the most wonderful person in this world I have ever met, Lee Edge because she's been through a lot and deals with pain everyday but still manages to be the most positive, nicest, strongest, funniest,caring, considerate, selfless and upbeat person I have ever met:) She's a breath of fresh air and keeps me postive and optimistic when things go wrong:)..

My Blog

Got a job!!!:)

I got a job at Home Depot!!:) I will be working in the gardening department and will be getting trained in every other department. I am making 10.50 an hour and working 40 plus hours a week so things ...
Posted by BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD! on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 09:31:00 PST

Moved again!

Im living in East Brunswick, nj now. Im out of that hell hole in  Dunellen, nj. Im soooo HAPPY to be done with that a hole of a landloard. On top of all the shit he put me through with ...
Posted by BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD! on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:09:00 PST

Update on my move:)

I am all settled into my new digs! I love it! The room is three times the size of my old room! I have cable, and a big closet and a sitting area for when I have my friends over. It's more then I ...
Posted by BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD! on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 08:37:00 PST

Im moving

Im moving to Jersey! As soon as I am settled I want people to come visit me! I won't have a computer right away. I'll be using a computer in a public library until I can afford to get one. If you comm...
Posted by BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD! on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 05:51:00 PST

Buddhist saying I must always keep in mind:)

The beauty of life is, while we cannot undo what is done, we can see it, understand it, learn from it and change so that every new moment is spent not in regret, guilt, fear or anger but in wisdom, un...
Posted by BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD! on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:57:00 PST

Imagine is my favorite word and song

ImagineImagine there's no heaven,It's easy if you try,No hell below us,Above us only sky,Imagine all the peopleliving for today...Imagine there's no countries,It isnt hard to do,Nothing to kill or ...
Posted by BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD! on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:56:00 PST

Do not speak unless it improves on silence- Buddhist saying

Keep this in mind The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The great...
Posted by BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD! on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:54:00 PST