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About Me

Alive, she cried. {I'd die in your arms if you were dead too.} ||whereboysfeartotread||watch your mouth, sweetheart..oversexed & underpaid. {deviant extraordinaire} Cool, calculating, & precise. I do what I want. No, seriously, I do. I'm small and cute. Which means I can get away with anything. If you step into the ring be prepared to swing.Guaranteed to blow your mind.I'm a fucking work of art.destroy to CREATE. Be extremely subtle, even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious, even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of your opponent's fate. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

truth knowledge happiness love existential crisis mind expansion buddhism theology philosophy 'The Art of War' reality meditation aesthetics fashion body modification things that go bump in the night abandoned buildings ghost stories history writing concerts dirty bars going through with bad ideas chainsmoking gonzo lifestyle destruction chaos And anything else that comes along with the ability to make this expierence of life more fulfilling

I'd like to meet:

Walk tall, kick ass, learn to speak Arabic, love music, and never forget that you come from a long line of truth seekers, lovers, and warriors. Jim Morrison is not dead.If I was your girlfriend, you'd be the face on the milk carton within a week.

Music:

Hideous music and the sound of many shotguns.

Movies:

[The Big Lebowski] [Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang] [The Omen] [Happy Accidents] [Grand Theft Parsons] [Silent Hill] [Once Upon A Time In Mexico] [Benny & Joon] [What's Eating Gilbert Grape?] [Garden State] [Last House On The Left] [Ed Wood] [Pecker] [Pink Flamingos] [Cry Baby] [Sleepy Hollow] [Best of Christopher Walken on SNL] [Pulp Fiction] [Reservoir Dogs] [Kill Bill] [Amadeus] [Young Frankenstein] [History Of The World] [Cowboy Bebop: The Movie] [Blood: The Last Vampire] [Interview With The Vampire] [True Romance] [Donnie Darko] [Pi] [Pretty In Pink] [Better Off Dead] [Say Anything] [Practical Magic] [Best In Show] [This Is Spinal Tap] [Rocky Horror] [Silence Of The Lambs] [To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything] [Dawn Of The Dead] [Land Of The Dead] [Wayne's World 1 & 2] [Midnight In The Garden Of Good And Evil] [Fight Club] [Office Space] [Sixth Sense] [Velvet Goldmine] [Hedwig & The Angry Inch] [So I Married An Axe Murderer] [Clerks] [Mallrats] [Cemetery Man] [The 40 Year Old Virgin] [Pirates Of The Carribean 1 & 2] [Psycho] [The Shining] etc. etc. etc.

Television:

Mind candy is bad.

Books:

House of Leaves Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas Only Revolutions Density of Souls Snow Garden Helter Skelter Devil's Dictionary Fight Club Lullabye Fabric of the Cosmos Physics of the Conciousness Macbeth Othello The Encyclopedia of Unusual Sex Practices Grey's Anatomy Ghost Virgin Suicides 1984 The Great Gatsby Junky The Shining Hardcore Zen Fac*to*tum Fear And Loathing In America Kingdom of Fear ...and plenty more random, obscure crap.

Heroes:

Hunter S. Thompson, Jack White, Jhonen Vasquez, Jeff 'The Dude' Lebowski, Christopher Walken, Johnny Truant, Tim Burton, Ed Wood, John Waters, Edgar Cayce, Davey Havok, Criss Angel, Jack Nicholson, Amanda Palmer, Fairuza Balk, & Brody Dalle.

My Blog

words are very unnecessary ((the consequence of sound))

Lord knows that I ain't you and if I was I wouldn't be so cruel.Sometimes, when the days drag, I think about the difference it might have made if I agreed that we could still be friends. I realize tha...
Posted by [Mandi] on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 09:36:00 PST

a moment of fucking zen ((we run this))

Just a note::That comes later in all of this. In media res... just for the effect. Start it off with a bang, bore 'em with humdrum, and then get to the rather cryptic (not so much in this case) point....
Posted by [Mandi] on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:01:00 PST

back to your bridge evil troll! you have no powers here!

Suddenly I see.The more I hear, the less you're worth.You won't change, I know that, but I'm damn sure you'll meet your match.Your immaturity amuses me. Please, keep avoiding me. Stay out of my way. I...
Posted by [Mandi] on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:28:00 PST

no woman, no cry ((taking me back))

Slice through the theorhetical silence with the rusted edge of pain, anger, and frustration. It's never silent.This isn't the first time.This is the last time.At first it hurt. At first I was upset. T...
Posted by [Mandi] on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 10:52:00 PST

i'll tell you what lit the fuse to my tampon... ((i'm done ripping myself off))

I can actually feel my sanity crumbling. Little bits and pieces snapping off and shattering as they hit that fucking concrete floor I'm so used to pacing. Three adjectives:: bullshit, clusterfuck, &am...
Posted by [Mandi] on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 09:24:00 PST

i'm adding something new to the mixture so there's a different hue to your picture

Let's just say that I make a damn good blonde.Just had to get that out of the way.You know the drill. You know how this goes.In a moment where hilarity ensued someone actually uttered the phrase,"Wal-...
Posted by [Mandi] on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 10:23:00 PST

gravity... stay the hell away from me.

I don't know too many people who do this, but today just felt like the perfect day to do such a thing. I woke up and decided, randomly, to go get a tattoo. I haven't thought about getting one for a mo...
Posted by [Mandi] on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 09:37:00 PST

i don't want to crush you, but i feel like crushing you. (to whom this may concern::)

I hate this so much right now.I don't know what your problem is. Honestly, I don't care because I'm tired of having the same conversation over and over and over again. I get the same answer, but no ch...
Posted by [Mandi] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 07:50:00 PST

cannonball

I've had a lot on my mind lately.I guess I could start with tonight. It's a little in media res, but it will have to do. I'll make it short and sweet to maybe get to the real point. Just two girls wit...
Posted by [Mandi] on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 08:53:00 PST

bridges, mental sex, & water displacement. all entirely irrelevant.

It's become intolerable.At least that's the case for everyone else but me. Somehow I find myself with a strange ability to take it all for what it is. Work, that is. I already know when I go in that s...
Posted by [Mandi] on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST