Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun

About Me

Well what is there to know? A lot actually I have lived in five differernt locations three differnt states. Im in the military. It is a strange place with strange people but all of us have a common factor we are in it togeather. I love life. Breathing. Concious aware. It all makes me happy. We all rarely stop to smell the roses but when we do nothing does compare. I am forging my life. Sacrifice now and later it will pay off. I love observing and interacting with people its what makes human.New note. IM in iraq that makes life topsy turvy. You want to know crazy I could show you but ill wait till im home. If you want to know more just ask me.
Jack Hammer
People Iced: Thirty Five
Car Bombs Planted: Thirteen
Favorite Weapon Switch-Blade
Arms Broken: Thirty Four
Eyes Gouged: Fourteen
Tongues Cut Off: Six
Biggest Enemy: Fat Tony
Get Your HITMAN Name
You Are Death
You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.
Your fortune:
Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?Layout made by

My Interests

industrial music, 80's music, punk, rpg's, vampire, world of darkness, bondage, roses, photography, getting home alive, pool, reading books, making things go boom, poetry, theatre, contemplation, relaxation, people, oh and did i allready say get home alive?

I'd like to meet:

Everybody who can handle a maniac. But most of all i would like to meet edward norton. Well im more interested in down to earth people forget movies stars and facny people. I want to meet people honest to goodness people "normal" people actually just meet anyone willing to sit down and shoot the shit.

Music:

front 242, NIN, marilyn manson, fischerspooner, flogging molly, lords of acid, prodigy, sasha and digweed, my ruin, jack of jill, garbage, sneaker pimps, gravity kills, stabbing westward, A perfect circle, tool, gwar, david brokie, ice cute, 2 pac, coheed and cambria, yellowcard, project pitchfork, front line assembly, kmfdm, portishead, kenna, bjork, covenant

Movies:

fight club, sin city, slc punk, six string smarai, ninja scroll, things to do in denver when your dead, dog soldiers, three heads in a duffel bag, euro trip, momento, requim for a dream, confidence, four rooms, el mariachi, thirtheen ghosts, shawn of the dead, dawn of the dead, night of the living dead, return of the living dead, mad max, resivor dogs, stigmata, dogma, clerks, chasing amy, heat, the jackyl, band of brothers, saving private ryan, love bytes(a french vampire movie), mercury rising, the last boyscout, gone in 60 seconds, mr. and mrs. smith, and more, point blank, payback,

Television:

fuck tv well yeas actually sitting down and watching tv sucks but when you can buy it on dvd its worth watching. Alias, Small ville, Band of brothers, southpark, king of the hill, simpsons. Cowboy beebop, REn and stimpy, More to come

Books:

a house of leaves, choke, fight club, dune, harry potter, vampires, alice in wonderland, virgin suicides, sun tzu art of war, mercury rising, starship troopers, the bible, black fox of lorne.

Heroes:

my dad he kicks large quantities of ass

My Blog

A note of thanks

I do apprecaite the support from everybody. i miss you guys. &...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 07:47:00 PST

I am alone

.. language=javascript src="../../song_in_top.js">..> It's the dark night of my soulAnd temptation's taking holdBut through the pain and the sufferingThrough the heartache and tremblingI feel lovedI ...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 10:01:00 PST

A very deep song by a very good band

Carbon[February 2001] a million points of light ascending to the skymonuments in darknessstanding watch until the sun will risescreaming to an emptinessof how we deified ourselveswith our hands over o...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

SO TIRED!

Im just tired of my life, im tired of all this bullshit, im tired of being alone. Im ffffin sick of it all. I try really i do. but im just about out of giving a shit. I havnt said fuck it. But im this...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 06:47:00 PST

suffer

as you push and pull me through that hole.you smash and break all that i am.no remorse no regret still you twist me inside out.what you do not see you fill that space for me.my hatred is stronger than...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:03:00 PST

CAUTION LADIES!!!!

If you ever hear the voice in your head say the following line. "Whats the harm in it." Refering to a guy you just met and more specificly you met on the internet, you mite end up married. This ...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:50:00 PST

YIppe skippy

So my friday starts as this typical friday I didnt plan to do anything. I usually do not make plans so I can read or play with my computer. But as I was getting ready to do a favor for a freind I was ...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:49:00 PST

Raa-eee-yaa Ra-ra-e-yo-ra

i love lil slugger!
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 07:00:00 PST

newness in a old place.

i have never felt this emotionally lost usually im the one in control the one who knows wtf is goin on but not today and i dont think i do anymore and you know what it doesnt bother me. I feel l...
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 07:02:00 PST

time is running out

this weekend ill be in the dells and i leave friday the 12th
Posted by Staring Down The Barrel Of A Gun on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 09:14:00 PST