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Adrianne Tamar

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About Me


"Lose your life,
Just so you can find it.."
Phil Wickham - "True Love"

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Who am I? A lover of Christ, An artist, a free spirit, a mermaid, an intuit, an eccentric, a gypsy, a laugher, a lover, a thinker, a feeler, a believer, an original, a dreamer, a philosopher, a humanitarian, a talker (I often wish I was more of a doer), an ugly woman, a beautiful woman, a nonconformist, an introvert, an extrovert, an old soul, a young heart, an idealist, a realist, a shoulder to cry on, a believer in the healing power of love, a cuddler, a paradox, a rediculously impractical person, a tender-hearted woman, a fierce-hearted woman, a passionate woman, and a woman who finds the wilting rose amongst the blooming ones; and sees true beauty.
I don't live life perfectly.. nor do I even come close. I say, do, and think things that are completely abominable. I'm an expert at attempting to find satisfaction in all the wrong places, and the often bitter-sweet lesson from my mistakes has been that nothing, absolutely nothing but the all-encompassing love of our Savior truly satisfies. And hear my heart when I tell you that in this, I have come to find complete and utter peace: Jesus Christ is not only my Lord and Savior, but the daily romancer of my heart. In Him I find rest for my spirit, beauty for my soul, and love for my heart.
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When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers,
The moon and the stars, which You have ordained;
What is man that You take thought of him,
And the son of man that You care for him?
Yet You have made him a little lower than God,
And You crown him with glory and majesty!
Psalm 8:3-5
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My Interests

Art, Music, All things free spirited, Water, Love, Massage, Nature, Rain, Working Out/Health, Stargazing, Bohemian things, Deep intellectual.. nonsense, Yoga, Book stores and good books, Singing in my caaaaarr!!!, Cuddling, Night swimming, Frozen Blueberries, Alpacas, Symbolic or Metaphorical brilliance, People-watching, Spirituality and spiritual concepts, Cooking, The beach, Shows/Concerts, Traveling (Roadtrips!), Body-boarding, Good times with close friends, Green tea, Movies, Heart-to-heart conversation, Dreaming, Foreign fabrics (Thai silk), Intelligent people, Miniature Dachsunds, Mermaids, Living where I can go barefooted the rest of my life, Costume design, Beautiful colors in hidden places, and Photography.

I'd like to meet:


Any who seek the courage to live a life unruled by passivity. Any who know, deep inside them, that there's so much more then what they've heard; so much more then empty conversations filled with empty words. Any who dare to forfeit control, and live by faith. Any who seek to live not two lives, but one.. a truthful existance in every moment of every day.

And if you are this person.. then I pray that you would want to meet such an unworthy woman as I, so that God may bless you for your guidance and influence on my stumbling life.

Music:



Dredg, Coldplay, Muse, Radiohead, Jeff Buckley, Copeland, Interpol, Oasis, Frou frou, Embrace, Third Eye Blind, Goo Goo Dolls, This Day and Age, Imogen Heap, U2, Phil Wickham, Mutemath, Lifehouse, Don Francisco, Damien Rice, Beck, This Day and Age, The Beatles, Death Cab for Cutie, Sarah McLachlan, Jimmy Eat World, Deftones, Big Wreck, Blaqaudio, Massive Attack, Elliot, Augustana, The Faint, Lifehouse, Moby, Kenna, Iron & Wine, Trespassers William, Jewel, John Mayer, Remy Zero, Joshua Radin, OneRepublic, Maroon 5, Pete Yorn, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Poe, Mindy Smith, Shawn Colvin, Sleepthief, Goldfrapp, Flunk, Balligomingo, Mono, Dido, Team Sleep, Bob Marley, Annie Lennox, Sting, Sleepthief, Conjure One, Queen, Hooverphonic, Johnny Cash, David Bowie, Loreena Mckennitt, ...Lots of random songs by people, etc.

Movies:


Movies:

300, Garden State, Amelie, The Painted Veil, The Piano, Hero, Cold Mountain, Memoirs of a Geisha, The English Patient, Braveheart, the Fountain, Apocalypto, Last of the Mohicans, Howl's Moving Castle, The Illusionist, Pride and Prejudice (6 hr A&E version), Lady in the Water, Wayne's World, The Breakfast Club, Beauty and the Beast, Ladyhawke, Moulin Rouge, Ferris Bueler's Day Off, Gangs of New York, Sleepy Hollow, Gladiator, Labyrinth, Nightmare Before Christmas, To Kill a Mocking Bird, Witness, The Horseman on the Roof, Les Miserables (w/ Liam Neeson), Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind, The Family Stone, The Three Amigos, The Sound of Music, Watership Down, My Neighbor Totoro, Ace Ventura: Pet Detective, What About Bob?, The Terminator, The Last Unicorn, Princess Mononoke, Edward Scissorhands, The Hobbit (animated), The Princess Bride, The Lion King, Anne of Green Gables, Pirates of Penzance, Seven Brides for Seven Brothers

Television:

Planet Earth.

Books:



The Bible, The Journey of Desire, Captivating, Wild at Heart, The Good Earth, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Painted Veil, Les Miserables, Pride and Prejudice, Oddly Enough, Beast, East, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Ropemaker, The Chronicles of Narnia (anything by Lewis), Lord of the Rings, Fire Bringer, The Raging Quiet, Watership Down, Tales from Watership Down, The Wild Road, The Last Unicorn, The Body Ecology Diet, Anything by Dave Barry, Frog and Toad, Where the Sidewalk Ends

Heroes:

My Lord and Savior.

My Blog

The infamous Proverbs 31 woman..

The Proverbs 31 woman. If you're anything like me, and you've ever read this chapter before, the word 'impossibility' has probably crossed your mind. And justifiably. Taking ...
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 10:43:00 PST

Too late, too far.

Tonight I ache.I ache.. for you.  
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 12:35:00 PST

The tides in my eyes.

"Though we bleed... we must push on, we must push on.." - Dredg A shell locks this beauty within, this chaos. A look into my listless green eyes, when the light falls on them just so, will reveal...
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 10:10:00 PST

Dedicated to Pisces Everywhere..

So, my fellow fish friends! I have found a few interesting excerpts from an especially articulate website that gives some enlightening info on our confusing Neptunian nature. So.. all you skeptic...
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:35:00 PST

Inside...

I search. I drift. I squint hard to see. I percieve.. look back to the west. Did I miss something? Forever swimming the black, ever-changing halls of my mind. The peremeter expands.. but was ther...
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 01:10:00 PST

Random Thoughts and Toilet Paper

I love the weather out here.It's completely unpredictable. One moment, it's 92 degrees and the sun is beaming down upon the mountains and warming the soft grass, the next, it's dropped 20 degrees, an ...
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 01:23:00 PST

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..Why?
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:07:00 PST

Some artwork

Just some newer stuff.. the pictures really don't do any of this justice.. but I haven't put anything up in a long time. I guess something is better then nothing. ;)Oil paint/'06 --Self portrait. Can ...
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 07:18:00 PST

One Moment More..

Hold meEven though I know you're leavingAnd show meAll the reasons you would stayIt's just enough to feel your breath on mineTo cool my soul and ease my mindYou've go to hold me and show me loveGive m...
Posted by Adrianne Tamar on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 12:09:00 PST