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FUCKIN RICKY!!! ..IN LOVING MEMORIES..RICKY AND JEREMY.. MY BROTHERS FOREVER!! I MiSs U!!!!! It hurts to say I miss you now, It hurt to say it then. It's hard to think of you and smile, You were my very best friend. This wasn't how I planned it, This isn't how it should be. And all this time I wonder, Are you ever missing me? You to were always here, Now gone in a flash. I wish you knew how hard it is, To put you in my past. I wish I could've saved you, But now It's too late. I hope you know you saved me, But it isn't all that great. Being here without you, Makes everything seem worse. I wish you were here to hold me, And feel how much it hurts. I know I should let myself smile, It's what you wanted after all. I promise you I would, If I didn't feel so small. I wish you could have told me, Exactly how you felt. But I know I was to busy, Thinking about myself. And lately I've realized, How much I've truley lost. My best friend, my everything, My something with no cost. Sometimes I wish I died, Yes me, and not you. But the way I feel now, I could never put you through. Some things have gotten better, Since you've been gone. But I'm still stuck between, What seems right and what seems wrong. You were my something special, A once in a life time friend. You were gonna' be amazing, And come out living in the end. And even though it hurts, I've got a message here to send. Just know I miss you, Forever my brother my best friend.In loving memory of Richard Duarte!! You will be in our hearts and thoughts till we meet again!!!