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About Me

Ive learned to let go of what I cannot change. I accept the past and those who are gone with it. To meet a new person is to slowly change the course of your life, who you are and how you live it. People can show you hope truth and passion, when the others could show you sadness grief and sorrow. But with each emotion you learn something new. People have truly showed the beauty in humanity, they have also showed the horror. If each person could pass on a little bit of information the world itself would become more intelligent. Dont be lose in self doubt, insecurity and pity. Do not let the emotions of other effort your day, for only you can change yourself. Just remember that you have to choice to do anything, and remember anythings possible. Follow your heart, your dreams and your destiny, you make the road you travel. -Myself in spite of recent events
"People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them." Mother Theresacouldn't have said it better myself.
I wish I could say I was perfect(wait I am!) ;) But honestly everyone will always have something to work on. Until your honest with yourself and wheither or not your happy with just being only will honestly prepare you for a real relationship. (friend or spouse). There is a lot people dont know about me. I have more common sense then probably 75% of my generation (at least). I read more then the average person. Yet again more then any of my generation, and I actually enjoy it. I pull all nighters with my girlfriends because the ones that matter dont care and the ones that care dont matter. I love health food, wheither you see me eat it or not. I enjoy exercising, be it running or dancing, tennis or baseball. LA Dodgers fan, and if your an Angels fan know your shit before you talk shit. Never have I once done something because someone else wanted me too. Deep down I know I do what I do because of myself. I love the good things in life, and when you have nothing of value and still have a few amazing friends, thats how you know your well off. The tangable stuff is extra. I love my designers and I have my favorites, my good friend ash & I share a love for juicy and D&G. I enjoy good wine every now and then, as well as champaigne. Tacky people realllly drive me nuts. & boy Ive meet quit a few lately. I love a good gossip session every now and then, makes me feel young ya know? But when I can sit with a friend and have a heart to heart conversation about the world, politics and the things that matter, THATS my favorite.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that would love to have a deep conversation over a few drinks....Something(one) to hold onto ...Someone with no expectations ...A person with strong opinions, but an equally gentle heart ...A positive figure who will teach me all there is to learn ...A lifetime partner without knowing it ...Anyone that will hold on and never let go(of the truth) ...Someone who I can sit with in the morning and talk over the best cup of coffee a pure cowboy in a chevy truck. Every girl who knows how to play the game. ( teach me a thing or two)“A bit of lusting after someone does wonders for you and is good for your skin.” Elizabeth Hurley.

Theres so many things I want to write, but cant because they will offend the average person. But a person worth conversating with would ask 'why how and when'? Instead of assuming its about them or that the even know what its about. Some people I do wish to meet are as follows: Prince charming(obviously) Myself in 10 years, and all my relatives I dont know. Because even though some family lets you down, some prove to truely be the most important people in your life.

My Blog

Im falling apart

I dont know if anyone knows this, but its been quiet a mission these past 2 years. In just this year Ive started school and now started three jobs. In the past two Ive dealt with death, loss of friend...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 00:52:00 GMT

To my dearest friends:

Recent events latelyhad me thinking I lost a best friend, but not just a best friend someone I knew I could trust. Someone I cared deeply about. But after thinking long and hard I knew I hadnt. Just b...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 06:38:00 GMT

Something Ive been thinking about

      Some say the secret to life is to forgive and forget, but how do you do that if they hurt you bad enough, or what they did is simply unforgivable. Theres some things I j...
Posted by on Sat, 17 May 2008 01:21:00 GMT

Such an amazing day!

My little baby girl!She wanted to go on the tire swing so bad!"we having matching sunglasses!"She was driving the playground =]"These two rocks are bestfirends, they can go on the tire swing""'Izzy wa...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 22:11:00 GMT

Thats just who I am

there have been so many people that I have seen and met in my life; co-workers, friends & guys. I know who my friends are. They are there through thick and thin. Its hard to define a best friend, well...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 14:05:00 GMT

so much to be thankful for

In life you learn and experience many different things; like death, birth wisdom, knowledge, character and relationships. And all of us have learn them in different ways. For I have gone through many ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 19:33:00 GMT