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About Me

I don't want to be lost between comfortable, desperation and a saving grace.

It is difficult to see the challenges put before us for what they are - transformative opportunities. Your soul has designed a perfect program for you. That program is called life. It is a training process designed to challenge the feelings of inadequacy you carry, help you to transcend fear and move you towards opening your heart. In the process it will also move you to profound levels of awareness.

My Interests

Breaking book spines, Blast Beats, Being a bad-ass-princess. DIY EVERYTHING! Plastic Utility Buckles, Bobby Pins, Hair Spray, Skin Illustrators, Dead things in Glass, Being more weird than COOL. Skirts and skate shoes, No second guesses, only the best. Everything in moderation. Nothing in mediocrity. Big words, fast talk, colloquialisms, Cactus Cooler, Catered Food, Free Food, Vegan Food, Doughnuts every weekend and fatty fat anything. Expensive taste. Freeganism. Tattoos, meeting new/smart people, the moon, graveyards, driving with the windows down. Conspiring. Knowing I am smarter than you. Leaving notes, secrets, toughguy hardcore, nostaligia, most anything involving blood. Cutting everything up and sewing it back together. BOOKS and Politics. Soy Milk, Ice Cream, and Piggy Back rides. Bright eyeshadow and black eyeliner. 4 pairs of the same dunks in DIFFERENT Colors. Hello Kitty. Chai Tea, Thai Tea and Mountain Dew are gifts from GOD ISN'T REAL. Skateboarding every day, and cuddling every night. Driving fast, and dancing hard. Bruises, cuts and scabs. Shiny things in peoples faces. Finding a good deal. Hanging out on the beach. Watching my boy do his thang, and us teaching each other stuff. Late night stoned ramblings. Video tapes of me being young and completely unfaltering. Hair dye and nail polish. Bright colors and sunny weather.

I'd like to meet:

Perfectionists.
Poets.
anarchists
&
Socialists.

Renegades,
Rebels,
&
Rogues.

Purpose.

Music:

If it's emotionally charged and sonically sound you bet I'd like it. Hardcore, ProgRock, Singer Songwriter, Trip-Hop, Hip-Hop, EBM, Pop-Punk, Electro-Clash, Ska.

Top bands I can think of: Tool, Jonah Matranga, With Honor, Tiger Army, Set Your Goals, POS, Fleetwood Mac, The Police, Bouncing Souls, Lady Sovereign, No Doubt, Poison the Well, AFI, RX Bandits, Fiona Apple, System of a Down, APC, Walls of Jericho, Blacklisted, Immortal Tecnhique, Sage Francis, BANE, Blink 182, MSI, As We Speak.

Movies:

Pride and Prejudice.

Television:

Television spurred downfall of humanity.

Books:

These books will fuel my fire when the Revolution comes.
1984
Abortion: A historical Romance 1966
A Clockwork Orange
A Grief Observed
A Memory of Fire
All Crimethinc
All Thoreau
Animal Farm
Blood Crazy
Bong Water
Candy
Cash
Catcher In The Rye
Cell
Choke
Communist Manefesto
Dharma Bums
Davinci Code
Desparaton
Farenheit 451
Fast Food Nation
Fight Club
Geek Love
Girl
Go Ask Alice
Hardcore Zen
Glamorama
Hit Men
In Sam We Trust
Junkie
Less Than Zero
Long Hard Road Out of Hell
Lord of the Flies
Love is a Dog From Hell
Naked Lunch
On The Road
Queer
Recipies for Disaster
Shoot The Moon
Smack
Snow Crash
Stranger In a Strange Land
Stupid White Men
Tao Te Ching
The Brothers Karamazov
The Diamond Age
The Golden Compass
The Manifestation of Prime Intellect
The Myth of Sisyphus
The Piano Tuner
The Teachings of Don Juan
The Secret Life Of Bees
The Subtle Knife
Their Eyes Were Watching God
To Kill a Mockingbird
Unlubricated
Veronica
We The Living
Why Men Love Bitches (Bible!)
Why Americans Hate Politics
World War Z

Heroes:

Anyone who has ever said NO to the face of opposition.

Jacques Bergier

My Blog

Pour une petite souris

"Excuse moi, pardon, did you say never?""So young, and you've already lost hope!""aaah This is America, the place to find the hope.""If you give up now, you will never find you family""So never say ne...
Posted by The Red Scare on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 09:43:00 PST

I have been told:

I have been told recently... that my "unimpressed" attitude towards most everyone is something that I revel in. I have also been told that I don't like women.In my defense I would like to say th...
Posted by The Red Scare on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 11:32:00 PST

Things you should know about me. Vol. 2

I base much of my musical taste, or should I say musical background from my middle step-brother Greg. He moved back in with my family when I was 12 from getting kicked out of his apt. and was fo...
Posted by The Red Scare on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:33:00 PST

Home is where you pay rent.

So if you haven't heard, Ryan, Izzy, BC and I just found a new place in Van Nuys. It's a 3 bed 2 ba with a yard etc. It's pretty sweet. We just got the keys last night and I hope we can st...
Posted by The Red Scare on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 11:32:00 PST

Conversation with myself.

This is the hill we have to climb?-Yep.*Sigh* But it's sooo tall!-Yea well...It's pretty much a mountian!-Yea, ... it's pretty big.Guess it's going to get pretty rough huh?-Oh yea.Well, we might as we...
Posted by The Red Scare on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 08:43:00 PST

Like a shark.

Like a shark,I can't stop moving.Can't stop hunting for prey.There are certain things...Songs that make me want to smash.Situations that make me want to show my fangs.Bite into life.And shake the shit...
Posted by The Red Scare on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 08:32:00 PST

Think for yourself.

But here's a few sites I found interesting.OBAMAhttp://obama.senate.gov/issues/http://www.o ntheissues.org/Barack_Obama.htmCLINTONhttp://www.senate.gov/ ~clinton/issues/http://www.ontheissues.org/Hillar...
Posted by The Red Scare on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:23:00 PST

Regarding Politics

In light of the fact that my campaign contributions are now being spent on maintaining Kucinich's Congressional seat; t's time for me to jump back on the bandwagon and do another round of pre-primary ...
Posted by The Red Scare on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 06:27:00 PST

On the way down.

Hearing the wind whistle past my ears.Tightening my shoes.Stretching and preparing.Preparing for the fall.I hope it's summer when I hit.I hope it'll be summer when I hit the ground running.Running.Nev...
Posted by The Red Scare on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 10:10:00 PST

Things I hate Today:

Naive People.18 year olds.People who don't read (books).People who talk really loud so other people can hear what they are talking about.People who talk about their careers as if...People who talk abo...
Posted by The Red Scare on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 05:50:00 PST