tina

..1. I’m 26 and up until now I’ve never had a plan for myself, because I still looking forward to my 3 younger brothers to graduate in college. 2. My father died a year after I was born, and my mother remarried when I was 5 yrs. Old. 3. Since then, my grandparents take cared of me. 4. I’m not scared of death, but I do get scared of a situation of losing someone important in my life again. 5. I’ve made a lot of mistakes and failures in my past and a fair few things I’ve regretted, but I am a full-fledged from these. 6. I miss Philippines, family and friends, every single day. I’ve been homesick since day 1. 7. I always am smiling though I am disorganized and incomplete. 8. I have been many things, but the one thing I’ve never had is HIM.(MJP) 9. The only thing I want to do is to settle down and live life with HIM. (MJP) 10. I love children and wish to have one; I am very good of taking care of them. 11. I struggle so much in Dubai, things have changed and I'm not the same. 12. I worked in the biggest group of company here in Dubai, and still affected with the economic crisis and our division was closed. 13. The timing was incredibly lucky that immediately I found a new job. 14. Economic crisis really freak me out. 15. We were over, and i realized,Life is about making the right decisions and moving on. 16. I’ve learned to cook more than my mother expected. 17. I spend too much time watching downloaded films and TV shows in my laptop, particularly horror films. 18. I am currently watching season 3 in HEROES. 19. I actually really like myself. I know I'm not perfect, there are things I could (and should!) change, but I've turned out generally okay. 20. I can be pretty mean at times but one thing for sure I am not selfish. 21. I am not a disgrace…despite half my family previously thinking I was. 22. I really, really like clothes and shoes shopping, in spite and despite sa crisis, mo palit pa jud ko. 23. I have to watch my weight. Can’t stop it! 24. I have a great friend, his name is Roger Wyatt. I was very grateful to him for everything he did for me. 25. God is providing me with a wonderful husband and healthy children. They are already mine and all I have to do is ask. 26. I am not dependent on anyone even though I have friends and family who are helping me. I know that in reality we are all helping each other. With him I will never be left alone. 27. I will continue to help others just the way that he has shown me to help people now. I know that all of the people I help will go on to help others. In this way we will make the world a safe place. 28. I realize that I am the child of God that many times I feel like I “MUST HAVE THIS” like a little kid must have candy. He is my Parent and he knows what is best. From now on I will ask only that his will be done in my life. I turn it all over to him with the FULL understanding that my life will be filled with Joy and Wonder.