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About Me

Manda, 21, engaged.
I'm a jaguar in the body of an eagle, on a rollercoaster to the south. A crazy, tin piece playing passion fruit once told me I was special, after Toto was bitten by a trapdoor spider. I dream about the darkness and awaken with a tiger holding me tight. I ran off the road with a thorn in my spine. I got back on the rollerskates and broke my tailbone. A haggis tormented my boybands. A hag showed me a courage of burnt out homes and forgotten children. The best loves were the broken, the insane and the attention seeking. I stood on the shore and waved goodbye. The sharks found me on another coastline. Sheep took over my foetus, the butterflies on my toilet tree had their wings ripped off long ago. I fought to get air through the gas cloud. I still struggle to the surface. I will take it back. I can find my way. Thank you, loyalty.
Blood Brothers...
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It's in our nature to destroy ourselves.
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It's in our nature to kill ourselves.
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It's in our nature to kill each other.
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It's in our nature to kill.
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My Interests

Anything to do with PC's, Origami, Sewing, Painting, Drawing, Singing.

I'd like to meet:

Music:

The Fall of Troy, Bleeding Through, Incubus, 36 Crazyfists, Job For A Cowboy, Dead To Fall, As I Lay Dying, Poison The Well, Every Time I Die, Evergreen Terrace, Killswitch Engage, The Black Dahlia Murder, Bullet For My Valentine, Throwdown, Shadows Fall, Trivium, Lamb Of God, Mr. Bungle, Tomahawk, American Head Charge, Mudvayne, Taproot, Pantera, Funeral For A Friend, Most Precious Blood, Armsbendback, Double Dragon, Sunk Loto, Abandon All Hope, Synthesist, Underoath, Eighteen Visions, Faith No More, Slayer, Deftones, Through The Eyes Of The Dead, FantÃ´mas, System Of A Down, The Blood Brothers, Papa Roach, Into The Moat, The Chariot, It Dies Today, Norma Jean

Movies:

The Harry Potter Series, LOTR, The Blade Trilogy, The Underworld Trilogy, Sin City, Hellboy, Sleepy Hollow, L.A. Confidential, Sweeney Todd, Starship Troopers, Old School, Zoolander, Constantine, The 13th Warrior, Phonebooth, Jaws, 10 Things I Hate About You, The Shining, Interview With The Vampire, Pirates of The, Carribean: At World's End, Super Troopers, Club Dread, Grease, Xanadu, The Notebook, The Jurassic Park Trilogy, Edward Scissorhands, Corpse Bride, Crybaby, Just Friends.

Television:

House, NCIS, Angel, Stargate: SG1, Tru Calling, Carnivale, Miami Ink, The Jeff Corwin Experience, ASPCA Animal Rescue, Moonlight, The Mighty Boosch

Books:

Ian Banks: The Wasp Factory, Stephen King: The Shining, J.R.R Tolkien: The Lord Of The Rings 1, 2 & 3 & The Hobbit, Stephen King: The Dark Tower Series.

Heroes:

My Blog

Good People in Melbourne

You know, I've had some fucking shitty times in the last 15 years.I haven't had a lot of good times.Things have always been a blur.I don't remember some of the best days of my life because they've bee...
Posted by Dex. on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 04:19:00 PST

Getting Over It

I want to think again.I want to feel like I once did.I want to dream again.I want to draw again.I want to write more often.I want to read again.I want to think outside of the box again.I want to be lo...
Posted by Dex. on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 06:33:00 PST

Shenanigans

Friday was a blur, don't remember it at all. Saturday was for lots of vegetable soup, and it was a blast, haven't laughed so hard in a very long time, thanks Druski xox Sunday was for reminiscing, and...
Posted by Dex. on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:15:00 PST

Raise Your Fists In The Air, Smoke Free!!

First day on nicotine patches and not smoking.A little nauseous this morning, a little hyper, but now it's all good.And I don't feel like a smoke. So Day 1 down, another month to go. *update...
Posted by Dex. on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:51:00 PST

Jane McGrath

Jane McGrath was an inspirational and amazingly courageous woman.It broke my heart to hear of her passing. I have always admired her strength and the passion with which she lived her life and battled ...
Posted by Dex. on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 07:52:00 PST

This Is What Physical Exhaustion Looks Like.

I know most of you will probably look at this and say I don't look bad or whatever.But the fact is that for several months now, I've been physically (and emotionally) exhausted and it's taking its to...
Posted by Dex. on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 10:53:00 PST

Things they won’t tell you about hair extensions

1. They will rip A LOT of your own hair out. 2. They annoy the shit out of you when you lie down on them. (i.e. sleep!!) 3. They will dreadlock at the roots after a while. 4. You either have to rip ha...
Posted by Dex. on Thu, 22 May 2008 04:05:00 PST

Better Choices

1. No more Cigarettes. 2. No more junk food. 3. Work harder. 4. Get into a routine again. 5. Eventually, start getting fitter. 6. Get up for work on time. 7. Not let my "friends" stupid actions get to...
Posted by Dex. on Mon, 19 May 2008 07:29:00 PST

3 Years

36 months156 weeks 1095 days26280 hoursor 1576800 minutes. And it's been the best three years of my life with my soulmate, best friend, confidante, counsellor, occasional aggrevator, and the one perso...
Posted by Dex. on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:30:00 PST

Generalizations

I used to know you, now I'm not so sure.Maybe I don't stay in touch enough, maybe I make it too easy for you to lie to me.I thought I was strong but I'm proving to myself that I'm really very weak.I l...
Posted by Dex. on Fri, 09 May 2008 10:18:00 PST