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About Me

Ah, me. I don't even think I can describe myself well enough for you to know anything about me, but I'll try. I know everyone says this, but I simply have the best boyfriend in the world. He doesn't think so, but I know it. we will have been together 3 years in march 28th, and I don't see us ending any time soon. I just graduated from Bishop Kelly High School here in little old Boise, Idaho. Now, it's off to Boise State University. The roughed out plan is to get my core classes out of the way and then go on to University of Washington. I love Seattle and their music program is awesome. I love music of any form and genre. Even country has a few good songs. I adore singing. When I sing I feel free from everything. Nothing else has ever given me that feeling. I love it. This is why I plan to major in Vocal Preformance. As of right now I have 11 piercings and 2 tattoos, but I'm hoping to get more of both, assuming I can get the money. Odds are more tattoos isn't going to happen for a while yet, so I'll focus on piercings. I presently have 6 in my left ear and 5 in my right. It's hard being an individual in a high strung Catholic/Mormon run city, but I manage as best I can. I try not to get in the way of others most of the time. But sometimes, it's fun to ruffle up people's false sense of security. So that's pretty much me. Oh yeah, I'm suprisingly shy if I don't know you. If I do... most of the time I'm a completely different person. Being a Cancer, I'm usually comfortable in my little shell.. but I do enjoy stepping out for some fresh air at times, even if it means breaking the shell around me with a 2 X 4.[.I.]'ll never be normal. For a long time I didn't accept this. [.I.] would cry at night, wishing only to wake up a different person. [.I.] tried to be someone else so long, I did not recognize my own face in the mirror. [.I.]'ve learned, like so many before me, that normal is simply a frame of mind and an aditude. [.I.]'ve become myself. [.I am.] constantly changing. [.I am.] too young to know everything. [.I act.] older than I am. [.I feel.] hurt more often than not. [.I will.] be myself at all costs. [.I am.] afraid of the dark. [.I have.] 11 piercings. [.I have.] 2 tattoos. [.I will.] never act my age, older or younger. [.I.] cry over little things. [.I love.] the rain. [.I doubt.] everything. [.I have.} a dry sense of humor. [.I am.] cynical for my age. [.I am.] enthralled with Body Modification.

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So that’s what the inside of an Ambulance looks like.

So some of you are aware that my back is not exactly in the best shape ever. Off and on for about 4 years now it will randomly seize up and hurt like hell for a few days, then slowly relax back down t...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:51:00 GMT

It's July 12 again??

Soooo I haven't written a blog in almost a year.. i guess it's time. It's my birthday, again. How strange. My birthdays are always weird days for me. I mean holy crap I'm a year older.. but i don't f...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 21:32:00 GMT

College Life

Wow, life is moving really damn fast and has been the last few weeks. I'm in college, holy freaking crap. that doesn't even seem possible. It's weird seeing people I know walking around campus. You'd ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 09:50:00 GMT

"you were my world a week ago but.."

You know what doesn't make any sense to me? How people can go from saying one person is the love of their life, and then break up, find someone new, and almost immedeately say the same thing about the...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 21:12:00 GMT

Holy MSG Batman!

My mother bought herself a new car yesterday. It's a sage green 2005 chevy malibu. This is the newest car that either of my parents have ever owned. It's pretty kick ass. But you know what is ev...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 12:27:00 GMT

Coming to you live from...

MY NEW LAPTOP Muahahahahaha. Freaking awesome. I got it yesterday and it's great. It's a MacBook, so it's kindof hard for me to get used to, but I'm finding my way arent pretty well. I am in LOVE with...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 11:41:00 GMT

How does this happen?

Some how, lately every year, my birthday sneeks up on me. And this one is kindof a big one: I can now vote, smoke, go to war, get everything pierced, tattooed, and otherwise modified on my body, but I...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:57:00 GMT

Mer?

I just wrote a super freaking long post and myspace deleted it. Damnit all to hell. Europe was absitively amazing in every way. I LOVED the land scape. The mountains were so high and jagged and wicke...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 18:27:00 GMT

Since no one likes Xanga anymore...

Damn you all! Stupid Myspace stealing all my friends away from Xanga. Well, since I'm such a comment whore I guess I gotta do it too. Damnit. Although, I haven't even posted on Xanga i...
Posted by on Wed, 31 May 2006 17:37:00 GMT

Two Silent Tears

When I see you smileI can't help but do the sameAnd yet, it's always bitter-sweetI know you're so far awayYou say three words:"I miss you."My eyes well upAnd two silent tears stream down. ~~~ The day...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Sep 2005 16:41:00 GMT