imikimi - Customize Your World
Elizabeth's stepbrother, Nick's, dedication to his sweet sister....
..A letter to my daughter Current mood: distraughtDear Elizabeth.I remember the day you were born. I was so happy, but at the same time, I was scared. Here was this precious baby girl who was depending on me to take care of her and keep her safe. Your first day of school, you were so excited, you didn't cry, I did, my baby girl was growing up. Then I was watching you graduate from High School. As I watch you, I seen the beautiful young lady you had become. I was so very proud of you. I knew I couldn't protect you from getting hurt as you grew, because that is part of growing up. But I was always there in the background ready to take away the hurt. I have all my beautiful memories of you. But memories of you as a beautiful bride and a Mom with babies of your own, I will never have. I will never know the joy of being a Grandmother. I don't even know how I'm suppose to stop being a Mom. Elizabeth, no matter how bad things got in my life, I always knew I would get through it, because of you. Now I will have to go day by day and keep up a good front for everyone else, but babygirl I can't see anything getting but harder and harder. The really bad days, I know you will be here helping me get through it. April 11, 2008, when my whole world has come to an end, I prayed to God that you were not in any pain and he took you right away. I couldn't take it if my sweet baby suffered anything.I couldn't protect you from the senseless abnormality that was in your brain that no one knew about or would have even checked into because you were so young. I'm your Mom, I'm suppose to fix you and make you better, but this time I couldn't. I asked God what did I do wrong? Why did he take my baby girl from me? I told God I hated him and I didn't believe in him anymore. But that is not true, I needed to thank God for giving me this precious gift for the years I did have you.Everyday before we left the house or hung up the phone, we always said "I Love You". I still tell you everyday, I just don't hear it anymore. I love you babygirl and miss you so much. But until we can be together again, you are in Heaven with your Nani and she will look after you until it's my time to join you again.I Love You my sweet babygirl, Mom
imikimi -You were my daughter, my best friend, and my everything! I love you with all my heart my sweet babygirl! I cannot see how I can go forward with life without you here---you were my purpose for waking up everyday.
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