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Crushcrushcrush
I’m apparently being
left out again
Because I’m missing something
I should be seeing
Should be feeling
And yet, I experience nothing
Of what is intended for me
In the absence of such an event
It is a nonevent
A dangerous distraction
That if I preoccupy on too long
Will cause me to deviate
From my entered course
And crash into a gigantic wall
Where there is no end
To the torment
Of a wrong decision made
Even a right decision
At a wrong time
Imagine life without
pain and misery
Imagine life without
false friends or your enemies
Imagine life without war
and a fucked up democracy
Imagine life without
the drug abuse and murders
Imagine life without
death and terrorist
Imagine my life without
the pain and sorrow I endure
Imagine my life without
drugs and alcohol
Imagine my life without
fake friends and enemies
Imagine my life without the
lonely nights for horror
and emptiness
Imagine my life without
the heavy weight
upon my chest
and the flash
backs of her death.
Imagine my life without
a love that isn’t true and
a heart that isn’t full of
gold and a love that
one in a million.
Life with these things
are what makes life,
life even though we can
live without a few of them.
It's dark outside
But I see the light
Then darkness
I see the light again
And here comes dark
It's dark outside
I am lonely and sad
But I see the light
You ask my name
Then darkness
You take my hand
I see the light again
We fall in love
And here comes dark
It's dark outside
I can't find you
But I see the light
You were right there
Then darkness
I have my doubts
I see the light again
You say I'm wrong
And here comes dark
It's dark outside
I reach for you
But I see the light
You don't reach for me
Then darkness
I feel alone
I see the light again
I read your face
And here comes dark
It's dark outside
I want to leave
But I see the light
You're come to me
Then darkness
I feel your grip
I see the light
You're hurting me
And here comes dark
It's dark outside
I try to scream
But I see the light
You have my throat
Then darkness
I can not breath
I see the light
For the last time
And here comes dark