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Car-MELO

I raise my hands and I surrender

About Me

I WRITE
I FUCK
I LIVE
I RUN
I SLEEP
I WRITE
I LISTEN
I SCREAM
I PLAY
I CRY
I WRITE
I DANCE
I LOVE
I LAUGH
I KILL
A Wolf not a Bear

My Interests

Blood anime, club culture, fashion, music, literature, supermarkets...

I'd like to meet:

Every freak with soul!

Music:

Raffaella Carrá, The Knife, Susumu Yokota, The Gossip, Tommy February6, Tori Amos, Mina, The Klaxons, Britney Spears, Roisin Murphy, Laura Marling, Foals...so many others...

Movies:

Anything with Anna Magnani

Television:

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Books:


Pasolini's genius

Heroes:

StalkersVampiresJapanese peopleRobotsChildren

My Blog

Recovering

Always recovering from something looking for a new desire getting over pain hungover come down a lost love an entire island recovering from an illness looking for a new one forgetting the fall running...
Posted by Car-MELO on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 02:36:00 PST

New Ways of Falling in Love

Cut your skin deep seat on the floor and bleed take the inside outside fall asleep crying wake up while the floor is melting take the last prescription drug scream in horror fall asleep once more wake...
Posted by Car-MELO on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 01:20:00 PST

The Scientist - THE END

How can I tell you the story of the end of love? How can I make you understand what I did and why?I can only try...then you can judge me.Let me tell you my story, the way I was abducted and how I free...
Posted by Car-MELO on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 03:40:00 PST

The Scientist 5

I want to kill the scientist. I think of ways of killing him. I could use his own knife, have him listen to me for once. I could finally tell him what I feel and what he did to me. I could rape him, t...
Posted by Car-MELO on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 04:49:00 PST

The Scientist 4

The dream is always the same: they take me away from him. In my room, I remember, he passed by at night and looked at me. Happy he was there I didn't do anything, didn't move, faked I was asleep. That...
Posted by Car-MELO on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 05:57:00 PST

The Scientist 3

I always had my hand on his leg when he drove me to the end of city. If he wasn't angry or shouting, he would kiss it. I was his project, his study case, he counted on me to finish his experiment. The...
Posted by Car-MELO on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 11:37:00 PST

The Scientist 2

Sometimes I walk back to the laboratory. I feel an extreme need to be touched by him, be used. I need to know what he is doing and what he is working on. He was my magician with his electrosurgical kn...
Posted by Car-MELO on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:49:00 PST

The Scientist

A push out of the bed in the silence of my universe a turn no one is sleeping next to me a touch I feel my warm body and my cold ghost an image an illusion where have I been what kind of dream h...
Posted by Car-MELO on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:31:00 PST

Marseille

The sun comes inside me without violence and I open myself like a child opens himself to life I get to the light and I lose myself in the certainty of my legs on the ground there the sea here me....
Posted by Car-MELO on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 09:17:00 PST

PLANETS

You patiently explain me the universe where the planets are and all those galaxies I never heard of suddenly become real and I feel the fear of being alive of being in a place attached to no sky. I lo...
Posted by Car-MELO on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:30:00 PST