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shinjuen

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About Me


I've been a simple soul in & around music through vocals for some time, and blessed by a cozy share of beautiful experiences and people - musicians and listeners alike. Decided to pick up guitar not long ago and put out some of my own music, that I've just been hanging onto. Why now? Because there's things in this life I've finally realized - I'm not supposed to keep, even though I've tried. So, my music's intention is simple. If it touches a heart or moves a soul... may it be yours. Shine on...
Here's a track in all its naked beauty of one vocal/one guitar. 'Didn't Say' (lc2006/recorded 2008 with the nudge of a dear friend.)
(NOTE: I laugh at myself to think that years ago, I 'never' would have put up a page like this! LIFE'S TOO SHORT, let's go! Hope you find a little something for you here! Enjoy...)
One of my earliest memories as a 'babygirl' [little enough to fit in Dad's arms, old enough to like Teabury gum] is of music. I used to sing Three Dog Night's 'Joy to the World' with my older sister and brothers - in church! Hands were clappin' and feet were tappin'; after all, it was about 'Jeremiah' and bringing 'joy to the world'! Is that soo wwroong?!
Music's been such a truthful, life-companion. My listening pleasures include a mixed-bag of classical-romantic G.F.Handel ('Messiah','Water Music') to the alternative Evanescence ('Call Me When You're Sober'/The Open Door). With music in the veins of our family and learning harmonies early on from our Dad, singing became my sanctuary where I can let go and share w/other souls ~ who seek to live & give, love & heal, and have courage to listen to the heart & nurture it. Although currently exploring a solo-originals path, I've certainly been heartily moved by work with others. Most recently, I had a cherished oasis doing vocals w/Tony & 'Selfish Steam' on their 2008 release, 'Lost in Recovery'. Previously, I belonged as a piece of 'PATCHWORK' with Dale & friends for 6+yrs (lead & harmony vocals/light percussion). Addtnl exp over the yrs includes memorable performances/ recordings with other original artists, also an originals duo/band 'Panacea', and other vocal diversity in song-styles of Sarah McLachlan, Natalie Merchant, Bonnie Raitt, Don Henley, Jackson Browne, John Haitt, Indigo Girls, Big Head Todd, U2, Elvis/The King, James Brown, The Committments & more. I'm grateful and appreciative, for each of these moments - imprints on my heart.
Another part of my balance and as powerful to me is leisure photography, graphics, painting & writings and humanitarian projects like our 'KIDSreach KIDS-USA' ... which coordinated 'Letters of Love' and 'Drawings of Love' from 323 CT-kids to 323 Louisiana-kids residing in FEMA-parks during Christmas 2006. (Please don't forget them; the struggle continues for many.) I've also been humbled by participation in CT support of Eve Ensler's 'V-Day', community to global movement against violence on women & girls. Forever moved in reciting the narrative on the Bosnian war-crimes interview w/added note of our own Northeast rape-stats, both women & men (staggering). It exists - give it voice. (Great thanks to all who shared the gripping oppty & to Faith for her amazing work as Director!) I'm also in study towards work w/kids-in-crisis, child advocacy and family violence intervention.
My life is enriched by the beautiful souls I've journeyed with, all who share the music & life itself, and believe in the living-breathing creature it all is. Too flowery for ya? 'Tis a beautiful garden, which TENDS ME toward the better person I'd like to be. Welcome traveler... sense you the same?' FRIENDS are a wonderful part of that garden. So before you go, pls read 'ABOUT SOME FRIENDS' to your left. Thanks for stopping by! Life is an omnibus circle and it's good sharing space in it, with you.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


People who embrace the evolving-self, aren't afraid to open new doors to explore their own truths, and value their truths enough to use boundaries. People who own their choices and let other people have theirs, and who know how to appreciate diversity. People who don't need the drama of criticism and assumptions. People who have faith that there is good in everything, either immediately or eventually; and even adversity is a pearl offering, to be polished and worn in gratitude. People who've come to appreciate the beauty of letting go. People who try to live life without regret, because trying is a success in itself. People who truly believe we were 'born to shine' ('Shimmer' - Shawn Mullins). Why do I want to meet them? Because I'd like to be more like that.
Thoughts: 'Nature would burst should she attempt to produce nothing...' ~ Robert Schulmann (1810-1856)
Thoughts: 'And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.' / 'Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage.' ~ Anais Nin (1903-1977)
Thoughts: 'Life happens; sometimes so hard in moments that leave scars. Beauty comes when I heal and shine the part of me they are.' ~ lc2008
Thoughts: "Maybe I can change the world, in the space I've been granted. To nurture that space, through gratitude and love. To try choices that free me to BE both... gratitude and love. Maybe I can, maybe I will, maybe I am..." ~ lc2009
Thoughts: 'Like the leaf that rides downstream, I'm learning to let go. I have found the simplicity is in the rhythm of the flow.' ~ lc2008
Thoughts: 'Someday, you will know. Until then... be patient, listen, watch, and learn.' - FTC (1931-2008)

My Blog

"Respect the Past"...

Steam from the dryer vent, the guys downstairsmixes with my cigarette smoke up hereSo what, but I notice itThe day drags on in a melancholy wayYoure on my mind, what else can I saytime hasn't done a...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 07:23:00 GMT

Gift From You...

It's Sunday morning, I'm on the porch watching the rainOn an oak tree branch, two little squirrels chatter and playIt comes to mind, the beauty in nature we've been givenand I remember, a little somet...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 19:37:00 GMT

Come Too Far

I've painted myself through someone else's eyesHelp this canvas grow quiet and whiteLove, be my truth and shine your lightOld thoughts, thinking less, paint over somehowLetting go, fearing less the co...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 14:55:00 GMT

Not a Victim Anymore...

I used to say your namelike all those times beforeWishing it was different andyou'd show up at my doorAll that returned to me was the hollow of my voiceasking, honey, just whatare you looking for ...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 10:59:00 GMT

O Restless Soul...

O Restless Soulyou’ve wandered farto distant placewith troubled heartLest you forgetthese wings you’ve grownweigh all you’ve seenand things undoneCome be in peaceO Restless Soulyou...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:52:00 GMT

Help Me...

It's been fifteen years since that sacred vowtyped in black, was signed in blue somehowYears have passed and I've learned some truthNow blues back for more and I've lost my clueFeels like I've lost my...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 19:58:00 GMT

Bengaline...

She's the girl on Saturday morning A list of chores, quite a few Her hair goes up, looks at the mirror and says this'll have to do Grabs her bag, goes for the keys they're not where they should be The...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 17:52:00 GMT

Take a Chance...

A little girl in a cotton dress her socks too small and her shoes too big takes my hand and asks me what love is         What she's trying to say is     &...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 17:56:00 GMT