I have lost a great friend in my life. I'm just scared that I have lost her forever. She will always be a part of my life forever. She always puts a smile on my face and I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to lose her. I'm done with my past. I just don't understand anymore. I wish there was something I can do to help her. I guess she doesn't care anymore. I want her in my life and I don't want to lose her. I still trust her, but I want her to trust me and believe in our friendship. She doesn't care about me anymore and probably wish that I was dead. I prayed to God to please let her come back into my life. I don't want to lose her. She is the one who keeps my life together. I want her to forgive me and look past all of this. I need to get is my driver's license. I have made up my future dream job. Please no one laugh, myspace.com/thediva_ericacrow. That's why I love wrestling so much and want to lose weight so bad. I'm not changing for anyone, but me. I don't want to be a wrestler because of my brother, I want to be a wrestler because of my love for it and that I would put my heart and soul into getting fit and athletic. If you think that I don't have what it takes to get in a ring, you're wrong. I have watched and watched professional wrestlers my whole life and I learn the moves just by watching the matches. I have watched WWE wrestlers, Shimmer wrestlers, TNA wrestlers, Ohio wrestlers (like anyone from Dynamic Championship Wrestling, IPWA, and Middletown Xtreme Valley Wrestling), and especially my brother, (only between us) the one and only best wrestler of all time, Black Dragon. Just watch, someday you will see me on TV and I will be the next champion wherever.
