love layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsWhen this girl say something that mean she mean it!ABOUT ME: I took a risk of pouring my heart out and making myself vulnerable. It was purely an act of love. I am a very distraught by the negative result from this. At least I was honest about my feelings, not afraid to be stumble and fall. Love hurts and it aches in places I didn't know I have inside me. My heart is hollow, spirit is wrecked, mind is exhausted, and the emotion is drained ... but i am okay. I'm a survivor. :o)I know love does not come easily, it is a lot of work. My best friend said "Love is hard work, it will only work if both parties want it to work." I am not a quitter so... I put my pride aside, tried my very best, and gave it my all. May be all this was not love, it was plain LUST. and I was simply blinded by LUST. Or may be I was cursed by love. I have to admit that I was head over heels. I even convinced myself may be he'll see the light, show up at my door, and all this would just be a bad dream. BUT I have realized even if someone is good on paper and has everything you want to fit in, that doesn't mean that someone should be it. What I got out of this experience is that all good things come to an end, but the best things in life will hang around forever. Part of life is to live and learn. I now know what love is and what it takes to love a person.I have moved onto a new chapter of my life. The past is the past, and I have no regrets. What I've learned within the last 4 yrs will guide me to become a better and stronger person. Most imporantly, learning how to be patient. That, hehehhehe I still need time to work on. I am very content with where I am right now because I am surrounded by family & friends, who love me most and who make me feel worthwhile.Pisan pppp is more than ready to take the next step toward life. :Dyet I still go to bed and wonder what I did wrong or how I could have misunderstood =(In life, we all have chancesChances that we only occur onceBut id there a really so called chances?That we have to partake to make things right.Unfortunately, what we all care aboutAre the pains and the anger that we have insideBut we all know that sooner or laterWill just realize that all of this isn't enoughChances are given just onceAnd with that, we need to do what's rightSo, if theses chances came up to you just grab themFor you to what's right, before it's too late iam like in the phase that iam so much in love with my boyfriend that iam scare that iam going to get hurt but life is that way it has it up and down if i keep thinking that way i wont have any fun with him and right now iam having the best time of my life just being with him love u liu! si lo lolz!
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