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southside'

She told me she loved me like fireworks, and that's the way I like it.

About Me



I'm full of character flaws/[im]perfections--pretty much offbeat, intense, unpredictable. Always to the extremes. I tend to live by my own 'rules' and 'standards'. I wish the whole world to follow, but of course, it fails me. I could give description for days and never really have a vision of myself being just so...

My Interests

Fairytales. Romance. Intensity. Mystery. Reason. Spontaneity. Emotion. Good intentions. Astrology. Philosophies and psychoanalysis. Writings. Intellect. Challenges. Strong will. Precision and logic. Eccentricity. Fanatics. Humanity. Magnetism






I'd like to meet:

I have everything.
She's all I'll ever need.

All these strangers look the same, day after day after day.

The best parts of lonely, duct-tape and soldered wires,
new words for old desires,
and every birthday card i threw away
i wait in 4/4 time.

Music:

Jewel, Tracy Bonham, Better Than Ezra, Amos Lee, Head Automatica, Autopassion, The Dresden Dolls, The Cardigans, Esthero, Aimee Allen, Kristy Lee, Missy Higgins, Tegan and Sara, Johnny Lang, Ben Harper, Jack Johnson, Damien Rice, Depeche Mode, Phil Collins, Tiesto, Ian Van Dahl, Aphex Twin, Lords Of Acid, Daft Punk, Type O Negative, Milli Vanilli, Glassjaw, Brand New, Flyleaf, Armor For Sleep, Bright Eyes, Last Days Of April, Appleseed Cast, Haste The Day, Counting Crows, Aqualung, Telepopmusik, Cranberries, Tracy Chapman, ZZTop, Beatles, Skynard, Clapton, Eagles, Led Zep, Tina Turner, Whitney Houston, Pat Benetar, Blondie, KISS, Veda, Tori Amos, Snow Patrol, Sigur Ros, Sia, Shiny Toy Guns, Melissa Etheridge, Melissa Ferrick, Ani, Nelly Furtado, Sade, Portishead, Pink, Placebo, (mostly old) Lifehouse, Rage, Bush, Modest Mouse, David Gray, Silverchair, Oasis, Julianna Theory, Moneen, MSI, Pedro The Lion, Flaming Lips, Midtown, Mewithoutyou, KT Tunstall, Pinback, Rilo Kiley, Frou Frou, Imogen Heap, Feist, Be Good Tanyas, Kenny G, Jen Foster, Gary Allen, Garth Brooks, Keith Urban, Rascall Flatts, Sara Evans, Reba...No, really..I could go on for days.

Movies:



Television:

I really, very seldom watch it.

Books:

Books on psychology, astrology, illness, wellness, and health, self-improvement, music, photography, lesbian erotica and the like.

Heroes:


My Blog

my so-called celeb look-alikes.

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Posted by bj on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

Content.

we're doing LAUNDRY on a friday night at 1130, after work, at the dorms, ha..for free, SAH-WEET! sitting here in a computer lab..it's freezing balls outside and i'm wearing some mismatched sweats...
Posted by bj on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:37:00 PST

update

Nik and I are getting a baby on SUNDAY! You'll see soon! Yes, and we have JOINT-CHECKING!!!! sick, huh? Dropped the laptop on my face yesterday...busted lip... WHO DOES THIS? so freakin accident-pro...
Posted by bj on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 07:43:00 PST

For Nikki- -

baby...there have been many things you have done for me over the span of these past 8 months that i'm just not sure i've thanked you well enough/properly for... every day i spend with you, i love you...
Posted by bj on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST

you thought i was kidding?

you're jealous? you want one too? no, really.. this + 3 more weeks = not my idea of a good time. gives a whole new meaning to, 'lend me a hand.' now accepting donations. apply within....
Posted by bj on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 07:10:00 PST

Someday I'll get it right.

This blog will be the most in depth yet. I plan to divulge and implore some of my most truthful, maybe even disturbing contemplations and realizations. This will be no situational substance. This wil...
Posted by bj on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 05:01:00 PST

Silenced.

Let me show you just how stong I am.. I'm out of patience for this. I know what's good for me, and this is why.. YOU, cannot exist to me any longer. This has all become too much. I wasn't...
Posted by bj on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:23:00 PST

don't fight inanimate objects.

FOR REAL. not smart. let me introduce you to species : biggest, swollenest, grossest handus. boxer's fracture...sounds cool...NOT SO COOL. OUCH MOTHA FUCKAS. ...
Posted by bj on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:06:00 PST

Brandi becomes Dr Phil.

You've heard it, you've most likely even said it, but do we really always understand this concept, actually take in it's full meaning?  - 'ACTIONS...SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.' Sometimes we're s...
Posted by bj on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 11:48:00 PST

Glass splinter

"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these...
Posted by bj on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 06:39:00 PST