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the late sheryl

there's a war in my head

About Me

ALOOF....YET I THINK ALOT, like nostalgia in arbhorescence... TO BE STUPID....
I COULD THINK OF YOU THE WHOLE TIME....
I COULD DREAM OF U EVERYNIGHT...
I COULD DAY DREAM OF YOU IN CLASS....
AND DEFINITELY SUFFER ALZHEIMERS AND NOT FORGET YOU....
THERE ARE LIKE 20 BABY ELEPHANTS MARCHING IN MY GODDAM CHEST.... .
WHEN THE HELL I KNOW I'M FUCCKING CLOSE TO KILLING YOU....
WONDERING WHY SHOULD I EVEN BE LIKE THIS...? ?
I PRACTICALLY LIVE HALF ON EARTH, HALF IN MY.... ROOM
WATCH THE WORLD AND DIE BEFORE I THINK OF YOU AGAIN.....
WHY SHOULD I EVEN SAY THIS TO YOUR PUKING FACE...?
I SHOULD KNOW FIRST....
MAYBE JUST SHUTTHE HELL OUT OF THIS.
THE OLD UNCERTAIN FORCE OUTSIDE MY FLESH
THERE I SEE NOTHING BUT GODDAM DEMONS UNCOUTHED...
I CAN'T LAUGH, BUT I SEE THEM MALODOROUS LIKE UNWORTHY DOPES....
PHONIES OVER ME.....
OH... HOW AM I????
SO TO SUM UP THIS CRAP... MERELY THE INCONSISTENCY OF ME
THERE'LL BE NONE, IF THERE IS ONE...
FOR THE ONLY THING THAT BROUGHT ME BLISS
WISH I COULD RECIPROCATE
...i wanna maximize this existence...
and to do something about everything that depresses me, smell more the whiff of night, see things beyond,
...i have intolerance for mean things...
...i am lazy, and enjoying it.... +raymond,siyeril,tantan,ericksson,manny+

My Interests

http://iskavenger.deviantart.com/
ARTS... MUSIC VAGUE MEANINGS, PHOTOGRAPHY, ALOOFNESS, DEVIANTS, AGIT, PAINTINGS, LIES, NETHER [THE OTHER WORLD], DARK, FOG, SIGHS, ABSTRACTION CATS, COOS AND MEOWS.... NAI CHA (MILK TEA) AND COFFEE

THERE AIN'T ANY REASON TO INJECT THYSELF INTO A MEAN SITUATION.. BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.... MAKE-UP THY MIND. THY SICK THOUGHTS THINE VEINS FOR A VAIN MISCHIEF.WHAT ART THOU THINKING OF MINE _______?
YOU'RE JUST SICK
|+THE "YOU" HERE IS "ME"+|

"THE REBELS"
SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE 16
WE WERE THE REBELS OF THE REBEL SCENE
WE WORE DOC MARTENS IN THE SUN
DRINKING VINTAGE CIDER HAVING FUN
DRINKING VINTAGE CIDER HAVING FUN
IT WASN'T OFTEN THAT WE FOUGHT AT ALL
IT WASN'T OFTEN...
WE WORE DOC MARTENS IN THE SUN
PAINT OUR TOENAILS BLACK AND LET OUR HAIR GROW
WHAT I AM NOW IS WHAT I WAS THEN
I AM NOT MORE ACCEPTABLE THAT THEN
I AN NOT MORE ACCEPTABLE THAN THEN
IT WASN'T OFTEN THAT WE FOUGHT AT ALL
IT WASN'T OFTEN...
SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WE WERE 16
WE WERE THE REBELS OF THE REBEL SCENE

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

++ ANG SPINNER KUNG UTAK NOWADAYS ++
++ PORTISHEAD ++
++ CAT POWER ++
++ LUSH ++
++ AMERICAN NIGHTMARE ++
++ ANTIPRODUCT ++
++ ALAKALINE TRIO ++
++ The YEAH YEAH YEAHS ++
++ SUGAR HICCUP ++
++ AT THE DRIVE IN ++
++ ATAQUE PERIFERICO ++
++ BANE ++
++ BETERCORE ++
++ BATTLE OF DISARM ++
++ STARMARKET ++
++ BLOOODPACT ++
++ BY A THREAD ++
++ ANTISCHISM ++
++ CITIZENS ARREST ++
++ COCTEAU TWINS ++
++ DAS OATH ++
++ DISCOUNT ++
++ DISFEAR ++
++ FACE DOWN IN ++
++ FUGAZI ++
++ GAYRILLA BISCUITS ++
++ NO PEOPLE ++
++ BRAZIL UFO ++
++ I YOU ++
++ INFECT ++
++ JETS TO BRAZIL ++
++ JUDGE ++
++ KILLL THE MAN WHO QUESTIONS (SUGAR INDUSTRY) ++
++ KYLESA ++
++ MANLIFTINGBANNER ++
++ LEMONHEADS ++
++ MAN DENIED/AMOKHRIST ++
++ NATIONS ON FIRE ++
++ RAMBO ++
++ STEVE TOWSON ++
++ MY PRECIOUS ++
++ YELLOW MACHINE GUN ++
++ EXTREME NOISE ++
++ DISCHARGE ++
++ THE RAMONES ++
++ THE CURE ++
++ THE SMITHS ++
++ TOY DOLLS ++
++ TORI AMOS ++
++ BARBIE'S CRADLE/BARBIE ALMALBIS ++
++ BJORK ++
++ ANI DIFRANCO ++
++ CYNTHIA ALEXANDER ++
++ CRANBERRIES ++
++ DOLORES O'RIORDAN ++
++ ENYA ++
++ FIONA APPLE ++
++ HUNGRY YOUNG POETS ++
++ LENE MARLIN ++
++ NORAH JONES ++
++ MISHKA ADAMS ++
++ PAULA COLE ++
++ POE ++
++ PINIKPIKAN ++
++ GRACE NONO ++
++ BAYANG BARRIOS ++
++ SARAH MCLACHLAN ++
++ TEXAS ++
++ TOTO(AFRICA ONLY) ++
++ VOICES OF KWAHN AD - RETURN JOURNEY ++
++ DREAM THEATER ++
++ HEART(ALONE/THESE DREAMS) ++
++ DETESTATION ++
++ DEVOTCHKAS ++
++ CHARLES BRONSON ++
++ ARMASTK(ESP I COULD HAVE SAID) ++
++ MANDALAY ++
++ theFLIR ++
++ LOUISE FRASER ++
++ THE DONNAS ++
++ WEEKEND PLAYERS ++
++ CONTAINER CRUSTIES FROM HELL ++
++ YANO ++
++ HOLE ++
++ NOVANOVA - TONES ++
++ ANGGUN ++
++ EPICA ++
++ SOUNDTRACKS/ANIME/ETC ++
++ BLEACH - HOUKI HOSHI ++
++ CONSTANT GARDENER ++
++ FULL METAL ALCHEMIST ++
++ FLAME OF RECCA(ZUTTO KIMI NO SOBADE/SWORDSMAN) ++
++ GUNDAM WING(JUST COMMUNICATION/WHITE REFLECTION) ++
++ RUROUNI KENSHIN ++
++ HUNTER X HUNTER ++
++ NARUTO(ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION) ++
++ DORAEMON ++
++ AKAZUKIN CHACHA ++
++ CHRONO CROSS ++
++ SOUTHPARK ++
++ GET BACKERS (BARAIRO NO SEKAI) ++
++ GHOST FIGHTER ++
++ THE PASSION.... ++
++ PLUS ++
++ THE FALSE ++
++ MASTERTITAN (www.myspace.com/mastertitan) ++
++ CHOKECOCOI (www.myspace.com/chokecocoi) ++
++ PLANET SIDE EFFECT B ++


++ ETC ++

Movies:


++ IRON JAWED ANGELS ++
++ CRYING LADIES ++
++ MOTORCYCLE DIARIES ++
++ 50 FIRST DATES ++
++ CONSTANT GARDENER ++
++ ELEPHANT (GUS VAN SANT) ++
++ BILLY ELLIOT ++
++ NICHOLAS NICHELBY ++
++ MARY AND THE SECRET GARDEN (KATE MABERLY) ++
++ BEAUTIFUL BOXER ++
++ MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA ++
++ JOAN OF ARC (MILLA JOVOVICH/ LEELEE SOBIESKI) ++
++ RESIDENT EVIL I, RESIDENT EVIL APOCALYPSE ++
++ THE EYE 1, 2 ++
++ THE GLASS HOUSE ++
++ ULTRA VIOLET ++
++ SO CLOSE ++
++ CLOSER ++
++ LOST IN TRANSLATION ++
++ MONA LISA SMILE ++
++ GHOST WORLD ++
FILMLESS FILMS LAV DIAZ/KHAVN DELA CRUZ
++ MONDO MANILA/SMALL ALI/BARONG BROTHERS/MANO PO/GREASEMAN/PUGOT ++

Television:

+ NO + TIME + FOR + TV + (WE + GOT + NO + CABLE + CHANNELS + TOO) + SOMETIMES + WHILE + STILL + LYING + IN + BED + IN + THE + MORNING + I + GOT + TO + SEE + SOME + FUNNY + CARTOONS +
+ MIRMO + LILO + AND + STITCH + (SERIES) + DORA + THE + EXPLORER + HUNTER + X + HUNTER + MADELINE +

Books:

++ JESSICA ZAFRA ++
++KALLE LASN ++
++ J.D. SALINGER ++
++ DECROW ++
++ LUALHATI BAUTISTA ++
++ GABRIEL GARCIA MARQUEZ ++
++ HERMAN HESSE ++
++ KUNDERA ++
++ ORWELL ++
++ MEGAN KELSO (QUEEN OF THE BLACK BLACK) ++
++ ++
++ ++
++ ++

Heroes:

joan

My Blog

DISCONNECTIONSANDDIGRESSIONS

my friend's nose is bleeding, and as the reddish illusion flows, it zooms in and out. as i see it, i nearly felt it was some sort of hypnotism. the next thing i know was my bleeding friend's gone, as...
Posted by siyeril end on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 10:58:00 PST

COLD TREATMENT

COLD TREATMENT i dont know about you, and you dont know about me....both are fair enough that we are equals, we both dont know....and will you care if i know and you dont or the other way around?will ...
Posted by siyeril end on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 09:57:00 PST

why on earth! why not on me?

  There's no such thing as vermilion integration of emotions as motive to any consumer-driven artistry.   you're still... i am still.. we are still.... stagnant.... i love to wait...  ...
Posted by siyeril end on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:17:00 PST

Litter, Uncouth

I really have no idea why I am doing these things, it was at first boredom and selfishness, and now maybe it is still, yet another enduring intervention came my bloody way that's why I cannot help it ...
Posted by siyeril end on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 05:36:00 PST

so so so fast

it just happen... just like that..... twas sick....
Posted by siyeril end on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:55:00 PST

not talking

Not talking for a day.. I mean not talking like talking I mean just talking when somebodys asking something And then not talking again .. Whats wrong with not talking? Am I not saying something? ...
Posted by siyeril end on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 05:06:00 PST

BEING WITH THE DUMMIES!!

Being with the Dummies!!   No wonder this house stinks.. there were like 3 decaying senseless humun beings, and you have no idea (sorry for assuming big time) what kind of gas they produce say, h...
Posted by siyeril end on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 10:51:00 PST

tis time to dig paranoia!!

My instinct is feeding me well; so far my stupid supernatural contemplation makes it all sick like hell. When some unsparing head went selfish, you will have to prepare to be deeply affected, you...
Posted by siyeril end on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 11:53:00 PST

I'M REALLY SORRY

paumanhin po kung ako ay maingay... sa mga panahong itoy karaniwang akoy masaya... paumanhin po kung ako ay tahimik... sa mga panahong itoy karaniwang ako ay malungkot.. LITERAL.... yun lang siguro an...
Posted by siyeril end on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 10:15:00 PST

Student Journalists threatened by Military

Student Journalists threatened by Military, Writers Group Condemns Harassment in Quezon Province NEWS RELEASEStudent Journalists threatened by MilitaryWriters Group Condemns Harassment Student Journa...
Posted by siyeril end on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 04:35:00 PST