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Bryony

In a world only I can see...

About Me

Hmmmmmmmmm..................boring?

I tend to change day to day depending on the mood I wake up in. On somedays I can be all girly girl, and I apparently look stunning when I dress normal (haha don't believe that), but on others I wake up in a stompy mood and that's when I turn to my gothic wardrobe and my beloved new rocks (which apparently suits me too....guh i wish guys would just make their minds up!!!). You could say i'm kinda a half goth, but i generally tend to be "alternative".

I am horrendously non-cultured and hardly know anything of books or music or films so don't ask me anything on them! I do like reading but by the time I get round to it I read a paragraph and then fall asleep. Films have never really been my thing. Music - I listen to what I like - if someone personally recommends a band I will listen to them, but I hardly ever buy any new music.

At the moment I am on a gap year before going to Reading University to study Computer Science. Now i know that typically gap year students are meant to bum around or travel etc but I'm working at the Orange Shop (mobile phones) as a Sales advisor and Sunday Manager in our new shop so that I can get some money behind me before uni, studying with the Open University, learning to drive and continuing to learn keyboard and also piano. In any spare time I get - which is not much - I enjoy going out and drinking (I'm more of a pub than club girl - but get enough in me and you may get me dancing!), although I equally enjoy cuddling up on the sofa.

I'm a very complicated person with major self-esteem issues, I struggle with depression and am insecure about practically everything especially the way I look - so i need a lot of reassuring all the time. Anyone who knows me knows that I am a very quiet person to begin with but after a while I do tend to come out of my shell. I recently asked all my friends to tell me the thing they liked about me most - the main thing that came out was that I am a good listener and no matter what is going on in my life I will always put my friends before me. I guess that sums me up really - if I'm your friend I'm a good friend who will be for you in all ways - but I also expect the same back.
I guess that is pretty much it for now. Any questions just feel free to ask. I am always open to talk about my depression, or just listen, so feel free to chat to me.

PS i don't add bands, or bands personal pages. I will listen to your music if you ask nicely and tell you what I think. If you want to add me, message me first. O and no friend whoares :D

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Name: Bryony
Birthdate: 25/07/1988
Birthplace: Colchester
Current Location: Colchester
Eye Color: Green - Brown, they change
Hair Color: At the moment dark brown with red flashes
Height: 5'6"
Weight: No idea, but i want to lose some lol
Piercings: Ears here and there
Tatoos: Nope
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Not at the moment
Overused Phraze: I have way to many of those
FAVORITES
Food: Tapas
Candy: Cola bottles
Number: Don't have one
Color: Black and red
Animal: Dogs
Drink: Cola
Alcohol Drink: Anything
Bagel: Erm....
Letter: B
Body Part on Opposite sex: Don't have a favourite part
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: Burger King
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Hot
Chocolate or Vanilla Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Coffee
Kiss or Hug: Both
Dog or Cat: Dog
Rap or Punk: Depends on my mood
Summer or Winter: Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Romantic Comedies - Chick flicks lol
Love or Money: Both - preferably
YOUR...
Bedtime: When i'm tired
Most Missed Memory: Being happy
Best phyiscal feature: I don't have one
First Thought Waking Up: Is it light?
Goal for this year: Get to uni
Best Friends: Where?
Weakness: Myself
Fears: Myself
Heritage: English?
Longest relationship: 1 year
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yes
Ever Smoked: Yes
Pot: No and never will
Ever been Drunk: Yup - my happiest state of being
Ever been beaten up: No
Ever beaten someone up: No
Ever Shoplifted: No
Ever Skinny Dipped: No
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Yes
Been Dumped Lately: No
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Green
Favorite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long: I like long hair, but it doesnt suit everyone
Height: My height
Style: ?
Looks or Personality: Personality
Hot or Cute Cute
Drugs and Alcohol: No to drugs, yes to alcohol
Muscular or Really Skinny: Don't mind
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: I lost count a while back
What country do you want to Visit: Italy - to see my dad
How do you want to Die: By my own hands
Been to the Mall Lately: Town? Yes!
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Get along with your Parents: No
Health Freak: No
Do you think your Attractive: No
Believe in Yourself: Never
Want to go to College: Been - Uni next
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Drink: Yes
Shower Daily: Baths - Yes
Been in Love: For a little while
Do you Sing: Nope, hate my voice
Want to get Married: One day
Do you want Children: One day
Have your future kids names planned out: Nope
Hate anyone: Yes
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My Interests

Cycling, keyboards, computers, keeping fit, going to gigs and festivals, drinking copious amounts of alcohol (namely tia maria)...

Music:

Rock, metal, whatever you throw at me in an earward direction

Movies:

I havent seen very many, ask my colleagues they can list them on one hand!

Television:


Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
Your Aura is Red
You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!
The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures
Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez
Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?O yes i think all of those jobs would suit me!
Your Inner Child Is Sad
You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. How Is Your Inner Child?Now that is very true :(
Your Personality Profile
You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.
You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! The World's Shortest Personality Test

Books:

Sarum by Edward Rutherford - will sound sad to most - but it tracks the life of Sailsbury plain and stone henge right from first mankind through to 21st century mainly following 5 families - absolutely fantastic book. I would recommend it to everyone.

Heroes:

Well seeings as I have been out in Italy and telling you all about it, i guess it is only fair that I share part of it with you. This is my view everyday.....now i'm sure you can understand why I love it out there so much

My Blog

OOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW

Woke up at 3am, rolled over, went to roll back again, and then found i couldnt actually move (quite scary), my whole right side had gone into a muscle spasm.  About 30 mins later, it died down, a...
Posted by Bryony on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 06:57:00 PST

Unloved

Why can't someone love me for what I am?  Why do some people feel the need to make me feel like crap and that every part of me is unsatisfactory?  I don't know what I've done to deserve bein...
Posted by Bryony on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:07:00 PST

I am sooooo bored

Am utterly bored out of my mind. I have no work to do as they can't give me any overtime.  And I live in a village that is totally dead.  I wish i had an interesting hobby or some friends!! ...
Posted by Bryony on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 07:43:00 PST

WHSmiths Online

My friend Jobe has got me started now...here's my rant I ordered two books from the online site.  24 hours they quoted me for dispatch and delivery to the store, because it was supposedly quicker...
Posted by Bryony on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 01:56:00 PST

First things that come into my head

BASICALLY WRITE THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND1. My ex is...A good friend 2. I am listening to...At the moment: Air  it's a band lol 3. Maybe I should...Re-dye my hair red 4. I love...Not a ...
Posted by Bryony on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 02:22:00 PST