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About Me

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My Interests

Guitar, music, literature, strange words, Criminal psychology, autism. Fractals and fractal music, serial killers, chess, crossword puzzles, box turtles, music, grammar, felines, selves, normal psychology, streams-of-consciousness, streams-of-subconsciousness, deserts, middle-eastern food, dark hair, extremely bright eyes, string instruments (cello, guitar, violine, violla(sp?))

I'd like to meet:

People who remind me of my idols, influences, and absent loved ones....And new idols, influences, and loved ones.

Music:

Bach, Beethoven, Motzart, Pink Floyd, Tool, NiN, Loreena Mckennet. Genres: Folk, Industrial, Rock, Classical, Jazz, old time country, conceptualscores from old and new movies: casablanca, many hitchcock films, braveheart, lost highway etc.

Movies:

House on Haunted Hill- Casablanca- Rope, Rear View, Vertigo, Psycho- West Side Story- Mildred Pierce- Rebel Without a Cause- The Haunting- The Day the Earth Stood Still- Gone with the Wind- The Little Princess- Plan Nine from Outer Space (thank you mom for opening me up to the world of grade B horror films). Lost Highway, Cry Baby, Sleepy Hollow, The Ring, Monty Python's Search for the Holy Grail, A Fish Called Wanda, Twins, Ground Hog Day, Dark City, The Lord of the Rings movies, and the cartoon version of the Hobbit. The Labyrinth, the Neverending Story, Burnt Offerings, Big Lebowski, The Wedding Singer, Something About Mary, A Beautiful Mind, Pretty Woman, Little Man Tate, Silence of the Lambs, Ghost, The Witches of Eastwick, The Shining, Searching for Bobby Fisher. The Fisher King....SAVED! Waking Life, Twelve Monkies.

Television:

give me the strength to overcome

Books:

Most recently: Siddhartha, Narcissus and Goldmund by Herman Hesse, and A play by Beckett called Waiting for Gadot. Extremely Loud and Incredibly close was pretty good also. Kafka's 'The Castle', Frost's entire body of work, Plaith's 'The Bell Jar', Khalil Gibran's 'The Prophet', Bukowski's 'Ham on Rye', Daniel Quin's 'Ishmael', Norman's entire Gor series (holla!) Neruda (various works), Toni Morrison's 'Song of Solomon' and 'The bluest Eye', F Scott Fitzgerald's 'The Great Gatsby'. Orson Wells' 'War of the Worlds' (correct me if I'm wrong on that one)Homer's 'The Illiad', The Canterbury Tales and Beowulf (both I've only read exerpts from, but wow) Rumi, some Whitman, Crane, 'Lord of the Flies', 'The Giver', 'A Wrinkle in Time', 'The Time Machine', 'War of the World's, 'Call of the Wild', Much of Poe and Shakespier, including 'Telltale Heart', 'The Raven', 'Romeo and Juliet', 'Midsummer Night's Dream' ---- Short Stories: A Rose for Emily, The Metamorphisis, Araby, A Child's Christmas in Wales, Poe's The Fall of the House of Usher, The Gift of the Magi, Lamb to the Slaughter (Roald Dahl), The Monkey's Paw, Sredni Vashtar, The Use of Force, Isabella Eberhardt's entire collection. Text books: Massive change, World Music Volumes I and II.

Heroes:

Hesse, Frost, my pigeon, Janet and Tony Howser, Nidaal Jubran, Khalil Gibran, Isabella Eberhardt, Maynard James Keenan

My Blog

Busby Berkeley Dreams (Magnetic Fields)

I should have forgotten you long agobut you're in every song I knowWhining and pining is wrong and soon and so forth of course of course, but no you can't have a divorceI haven't seen you in agesbut i...
Posted by ^ on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:10:00 PST

Just a question

Am I the only one online right now? What a silly question.
Posted by ^ on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:22:00 PST

American Death

    Cancer is a horrible way to go. I imagine my death several times a day, usually in brief hypothetical flashes as I am crossing a street or walking over a bridge. It is usually quick...
Posted by ^ on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 05:30:00 PST

Everyone on myspace could be listening to my music. But the truth is, they aren't.

Like most of the singer/songwriters on Myspace, I write music on a broken futon in my basement apartment, and record it in my friend's basement apartment in a vocal booth constructed out of blankets a...
Posted by ^ on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 02:52:00 PST

typical internal battle

tact. humility. reservation.candor. expression. freedom.how can i pursue one set of values without sacrificing the other in some way? there is something about blunt honesty that burns bridges; social ...
Posted by ^ on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 05:30:00 PST

42

There's a striking, heartfelt rumble that Joanna Newsom's songs deliver. It silences me....even the parts that always seem to be going....the chord changes, from c to a minor...and she holds it, and t...
Posted by ^ on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:53:00 PST

ok

another day without work...the financial aid office better get their hinees (sp?) in gear and process my workstudy forms or i will be out on my ass! well, not really, but i will be slumming it pretty ...
Posted by ^ on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 01:12:00 PST

o

my head hurts...i feel at once heavy and transparent: without substance and tkaing up too much space...maybe sinking into the chair a bit, or the carpet is really quicksand. 
Posted by ^ on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 08:42:00 PST

roasting like birdshit on the top of lady liberty

    god bless america. i got an extra day of vacation and i am using it to the fullest. it is so fun to waste time when everyone else is out making a difference in the world. musicmusic...
Posted by ^ on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 04:49:00 PST

YES I GOT THE BEST ONE

You Are A: Kitten!Cute as can be, kittens are playful, mischevious, and ever-curious. Like you, kittens hate getting wet. Kittens are often loving, but are known to scratch or bite when annoyed. These...
Posted by ^ on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:32:00 PST