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itsNivLem

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About Me

Hello. My name is Melvin Suarez.
I like to laugh. cause it dulls the pain of living.
I love to drive, and sing. And sometimes both, at the same time.
I Strive for attention.
I'm Emo. (somewhat)
i smile when i should be frowning,
my tears are covered by my laughter.
i force all sadness deep inside
so everyone can see my perfect life.
" As long as you're learning, you're not failing. "- Bob Ross
my attempt to rhyme:
unexplainable occurrences destroy my every whim
like a sick and dying being my life dwindles on a string
seeking for answers to questions that need not be
my heart aches from broken down and uncalled memories
as i stumble forward keeping closed my eyes
that do not want to see the light that is before me.
my future my past my present brings me fear that i cannot face
for being strong was not my best asset unless you were by
my side to protect me from my own haunting thoughts.

My Interests

Sleep : it's a good thing.
Driving.
Bowling
Going to the Flower shop...Yup...Getting Drunk at the Old Flower shop... hahaha.

Creamin it.

I'd like to meet:

Love.

Death.

God.

in that order.

Music:

Any thing that sounds good to my ears.

Movies:

THE SIMPSONS MOVIE!!!!!!
Shaun of the Dead.
Hot Fuzz.
Desperado.
Once Upon A Time in Mexico.
Eurotrip.
Beerfest

Television:

Ultimate Fighter.

Adult Swim on Cartoon Network.
The Daily Show with John Stewart
The Colbert Report
How it's Made on the Discovery Channel

Books:

Grimm's Fairytales.
The Great Gatsby.
Animal Farm.

Heroes:

God, becuase he gave us his son to die for our sins.

Jesus, Because HE died for OUR sins.

My Blog

*new*

i fear my heart'll stop beating if i stop loving,i fear my brain'll stop working if i stop thinking.i fear my life will cease if i don't live it.so i'll live it upkeep on thinking of stuffand of cours...
Posted by itsNivLem on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 11:20:00 PST

My Bad

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net...
Posted by itsNivLem on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 02:10:00 PST

From a father to his child.

Go forth and i shall follow your every step,i'll protect you until my final breath.i'll help steer you in the proper direction,i'll save you from shame and humiliation.i'll see to it that you lead a g...
Posted by itsNivLem on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:59:00 PST

weird... ?

i'm feelin like i can't let go,to the things we shared.as if we didn't carewe just went our separate ways,and the days grow colder,as the sun sets faster,and tears fill my eyesjust as rain fill the sk...
Posted by itsNivLem on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:13:00 PST

The Game of Life.

Life is a game and i enjoy playing. punishment and pain Just another price to pay Hard to move with the rules always changing decisions arise day to day that needs contemplation results for the&n...
Posted by itsNivLem on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:08:00 PST

"I’m With You" By: Cristina

"Im with you"Happiness PainIts all a gameIts so clearThat we live in fearDont you worry for I am hereWatching you as you goIf theres a flood ill give you a boat to rowI'll be the person youll always k...
Posted by itsNivLem on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 12:15:00 PST

My Best Buddie Song!!!

This is my best buddy song,and our friendship will stay strong.we'll always be friends,til the very end.up or down or side to sidewe'll be friends until we die.i'll wipe the tears away when you cry.ju...
Posted by itsNivLem on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 09:53:00 PST

Dream a little Dream

go to sleep.cause i know you need to get awaygo to sleep.cuz i know that u're in pain.i'll see you in your dreams.and smile as you smile cuz i know how it feelsto have no one for a long while.so close...
Posted by itsNivLem on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 03:54:00 PST

When you need me.

you say you don't need me,but i'm the one you still seek,when trouble's on your mindit's me to whom you'd speak.at night when i'm asleepi hear my phone begin to ring.i awake to hear your voice.and you...
Posted by itsNivLem on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 10:47:00 PST

morning.

it feels so good to see another day.another moment that your skin gets to feel the sun's rays.when your eyes awaken to the orange glowwhere your ears listen and hear the birds sing their songs.the tim...
Posted by itsNivLem on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 03:25:00 PST