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lil chubs

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About Me

very often my face speaks for me even when my lips are silent. it's always telling... though it can be easily misinterpreted. i used to get embarrassed and annoyed by this breach of privacy. now, i'm thankful for the honesty in it.
i'm content for the first time in my life.
i love simple things.... sometimes a hug is worth a thousand words. i had never fully known their poetry until the day i was hugged so perfectly it was like everything i'd ever wanted to be true about life was alive in that moment.
i'm having more discussions about psychology and the patterns of human behavior than i knew i had in me.
my dreams are strange and vivid! i love when a dream is so good it keeps me smiling in my waking life.
i walk a lot lately. i try to take pictures at night when my camera doesn't get enough light and i have to walk away from something beautiful that i desperately wanted to capture. i never fancied myself a photographer, but now i find myself thinking of the possibilities of bigger cameras.
i like faces. sometimes i can keep myself from staring... not always.
i'm really not very concerned with impressing others. apparently not even my interviewers.... which i find very amusing!
"Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us or we find it not." Emerson
"For an observer, the better it gets, the better it gets; or the worse it gets, the worse it gets. One who is a visionary thrives in all times."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

ordinary people doing extraordinary things.

My Blog

one of my most basic and true things

For those that have won my heart on any level, I will never be satisfied with your discontent.  Nor with your mild contentment.  I believe in being amazingly, profoundly, and joyously moved by life.  ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 23:06:00 GMT

A moment in line....

I remember a day, in line at the grocery store. As I waited, a woman, that I'd had no interaction with, caught my attention. I found myself very sad when I looked at her. I'd guess her to be in her...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 00:40:00 GMT

A thought for today inspired by life and a friend.

I'm learning that a realization is only as important as it is to me. Then I take it out into the world and live through it for myself and anyone ready to see the possibility of a different option. T...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 10:58:00 GMT

Basic human care gets lost in the shuffle....

So unnecessary, this way we (as people) seem to have of lashing out at the world in vindictive, hurtful ways when what we really want is simply to be cared about. We all love and want to be loved... ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 10:03:00 GMT

Once upon a time, there was a very silly girl who thought she had all the answers.

Life... my perspective... so different than when I was young and even more naive than I am now. Amazing how beautiful things can be in their complexity when I give up expectations of them. To fully ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 08:46:00 GMT