I Broke Myself Again... |
Im sorry. I missed you today so much. It hurt. My body ached the way it used to when I had to cross my arms over my chest and rock back and forth to keep my heart from falling out of my chest. I broke...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 22:33:00 GMT |
Me Much? |
I am uniquely complicated with the desire for the unknown to be known within my eyes alone. People try to look at me and judge my soul and all they know is the untold. You look into my picture and int...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 16:31:00 GMT |
All You Need To Know |
So read this blog and you should know just about everything there is about me. at least what i can think of atm. well lets see im Angelica, i go b y several names including, Pandora, Panda Bear, Panda...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:53:00 GMT |
The Perfect Boy |
I want a guy who wll laugh at my jokes and kiss me when im sad. He'll laugh at me when i fall or run into a wall but he'll help me back up and kiss my cheek and tell me how cute i am. He'll tell me my...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 14:54:00 GMT |
The Phone Rings And No One WIll Ever Answer |
Im sick i've been sick since yesterday. no one has taken care of me. my mom threw a bottle of NyQuil and sent me to my room. My niece is here so all attention is on her of course. it makes me mad that...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 13:24:00 GMT |
One Year Closer To Death |
I made it through the year without suicide. hurray for me. well theres still 9hrs till im 16 so i guess we'll see. i dont expect anything for my birthday, i doubt anyone will remember anyways. i dont ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 12:40:00 GMT |
Im Not Bulletproof |
So like i said i got the Kerli CD theo ther day and there are alot of songs that are kinda helping me deal with him (I'll just say you cuz i know your reading this and you know im talking about you) S...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 13:48:00 GMT |
Butterfly Cry |
Okay my hyper buzz fell and im once again miserable. When i fall i fall to hard. It hurts to much. I sware i think im ok and that i can go one without you but it hurts and i cant do it. im miserable w...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 20:36:00 GMT |
Did I Ever Make You Bleed Inside? |
So im hella hyper. eww i used the word hella. stupid california people word ugh. Idk how i feel right now other than hyper maybe a little stressed. Im confused about some stuff. anyways ill start with...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 18:48:00 GMT |
Your Sumblime, Your Amazing |
Is this hard? You bet. Im freezing its cold in my room and im of course not happy. But i smiled for the first time in a long time yesterday. and today it was a little easier i was able to smile when ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 19:59:00 GMT |
