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About Me

dont mind the drugs, just the addicts...i am mis-judged and mis understood. "some of the most un-interesting covers have turned out to be the most interesting reads." and vice versa. anyone who ever touched me hurt me.bad. so no-mas! i am trying to change the trajectoy of my life..."Language: desire to transcend our isolation..and have some sort of connection with people... We use the same system of symbols to communicate all the abstract and intangible things we are feeling...LOVEwhat is love? When i say love, the sound comes out of my mouth and hits the other persons ear. And travels through this bizantine conduit inside their brain..through their memoires of love, or lack of love..and they register what i am saying...and they say,"yes" they understand, but how do i know they understand....because words are inert; they are just symbols. They are dead..and so much of our experience is intangible...so much of what we perceieve cannot be expressed. It's unspeakable... and yet, when we communicate with one another, and we feel that we have connected and we think we are understood..we have a feeling of almost spiritual communion...and that feeling, might but transient, but i think its what we live for..." ~~Waking Life~~

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

characters in my dreams...players of the poet game..anyone who wants to listen to songs on repeat while inflating the meaning to every line...girls that think im cute... a

My Blog

how is it i got here again?

i would love to stop drawing circles in the sand...it would feel really good on my index finger, who, at this point, is worn down, worn out. mmm tangents...mmm no more circles
Posted by on Tue, 28 Jul 2009 20:10:00 GMT

to the list...

of things ill never know...of things i dont get...i have added more than a few key ideas...bold lettering...all caps...written and re-written as if my brain needed a mantra to understand itself.... wa...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 21:09:00 GMT

bed head

i am rolling out of bed and into life...everyday from now on...and not because it gives me amazing hair...(wink wink)and this random gave me the best advice i never knew i needed...and randoms have be...
Posted by on Sun, 06 May 2007 23:54:00 GMT

twenty plus seven

every single car that was stopped in front of me at a red light...had the numbers two and seven next to each other..somewhere..not seperated...i wasnt at a ridiculous amount of red lights today...stil...
Posted by on Wed, 02 May 2007 21:45:00 GMT

that girl

Is going to read this...because she is fourteen...but i want to say on this day something else about this girl...u want me to forgive you for being psychotic, for being pathological, for breaking my h...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 02:27:00 GMT

six year old wants me dead

i live in south philly. my street is really narrow. if u want to park on my street, half your car must be on the sidewalk, all windows shut, and there should be no visible objects in sight. ahem. yes ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 20:08:00 GMT

i just waste time

period.massive attack=>exchange...the postal service=>new colony==>mmw==>nocturnefuck yea! fuuuhck!
Posted by on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 23:21:00 GMT

"downtown"

so i mean i dont want to be too cliche and overly visual, no fuck that it should be visual. I thought that one of the points or prerequisites...criteria? for being a "carpet munchin lesbian" was to d...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 21:41:00 GMT

Firedoor

As if this is the first time i have put my right contact lens in the left eye and vice versa...it takes me a minute or two to realize the mistake i have made...i dont know why i went an entire day tod...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 19:27:00 GMT

simple something

mercury project plus opium will move a car and medeski martin and wood live with mushrooms will always move the clouds...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 20:14:00 GMT