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nicole

The true measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good.

About Me

"I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a neice, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I think my thoughts and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who don't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but question love. I love you but I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to love me."

My Interests

my family. my friends. my dog. happiness. peace. staying active and outdoors. or staying in and watching movies and playing nintendo wii. writing. reading. jogging. hiking. laughing. wine. being a huge goofball. making you smile. gerber daisys. good sex. cuddling. traveling. candles. romance. tiger. sunny days. the beach. africa. kids. interior design. old photos. long dinners. coffee. talking politics and religion. old souls. goofs. people who beat the odds.

I'd like to meet:

oprah. maya angelou. don miguel ruiz. deepak chopra. you.

Music:

chili peppers. regina spektor. fischerspooner. fiona apple. common. mos def. talib. nine inch nails. scissor sisters. rage. bjork. paolo nutini. tupac. big. kanye. portishead. the rolling stones. steve miller. lauryn hill. bush. corinne bailey rae. coldplay. damien rice. the sounds. the killers. nirvana. sublime. bob marley. white stripes. gorillaz. justin. micheal. madonna. nelly furtado. spoon. ben harper. what ever im feeling at the moment.

Movies:

the constant gardener. sometimes in april. the labyrinth. WAITRESS!!! city of god. zoolander. eternal sunshine. amelie. life is beautiful. boondock saints. lord of the rings. momento. romeo and juliet. gardenstate. anchorman. little miss sunshine. waynes world. lost in translation. the thomas crown affair. dirty rotten scoundrels. y tu mama tambien. newsies. dazed and confused. donnie darko. american beauty. when harry met sally. empire records. pretty woman. dirty dancing. cant buy me love. goonies. the never ending story.

Television:

extreme makeover home edition. planet earth. entourage. sopranos. weeds. the deadliest catch. man vs. wild. bill maher. cnn. discovery channel. random stuff.

Books:

the mastery of love. the four agreements. by don miguel ruiz. i know why the cage bird sings. just started the five people you meet in heaven.

Heroes:

VAL...my guardian angel. Everything i do, i do for you. Maya Angelou. My parents.

My Blog

this is IT!!! exactly how i FEEL!!!!!

I bend but I do not break Being Twenty-Something They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself th...
Posted by nicole on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 11:56:00 PST

find someone you deserve.

The greatest irony of love;loving the right person at the wrong time,having the wrong person when the time is rightand finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life...and...
Posted by nicole on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 12:13:00 PST