YOU KNOW ONE DAY I MIGHT ACTUALLY GET IT!!
IT'S ME AND LILY!! :) MOMMY LOVES YOU LILY!!
IT'S ME AND JILLIANNE!! :) MOMMY LOVES YOU JILLIANNE!!A new life began FIVE years ago that of my daughter, Jillianne Louise. And then again TWO years ago, when my second daughter was born, Lily Lynn.Their births brought new meaning to my life.I once thought that my life was my own and that my heart was filled With as much love as it would ever be. I know now that That is not true, my life is theirs and my love for them grows more Day by day, minute by minute.I am hopeful and at the same time scared for what their future brings.My biggest fear is the thought that I wont be the mother That I would want them to have and the mother that I am grateful To have I wish and pray that my daughters and I will have the same Relationship that my mother and I have. My life has Mirrored my Moms life in so many ways over time and she Has always been there to help me through the cracks in the mirror. Especially when the reflection has hurt. I can only hope that my daughters lives have a flawless Reflection in their mirror. Although even when theirs isnt Perfect I will be there to help them through the tears and tell them that even though the cracks never go away they do fade. Lord knows I have experience with broken images. I realize now that my life will never be the same, because my Daughters are my life, and at least for the next 18 years Their lives are mine.And that in it self is all I need. With that my own mirror has begun to change into images of life and happiness. Life in it self has truly just began, for Jillianne, Lily and for me.
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