HER AND HER MEMORY |
I sit here tears streaming down my face wondering why her , and her memory still haunt me.Why so many years since we first met she still has such a hold on my heart. She changed me and my life w... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:50:00 PST |
.....my exsistance contradicting my exsisting.... |
I can't remember or i never have experianced a true feeling of my own singularity , instead
its a constant collective of every other voice, persona , and or person fighting. my real contradic... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
yes of course i ment fuck you all and fuck you too..... |
yeah thats right i am so over this perpetual cycle of my friends fucking up my relationships.dont get me wrong i too have a hand in this sometimes ,but a good majority of it is outside influence......... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
my of path honor and enlightenment |
all about the hapkido which personally has struck me as one of the most efficent ruthlessly powerful styles.with it's aesthetic structure which is nothing less than poetry in motion. i have spent year... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
fuck the fucking shit job for fucts sakes..... |
i am the lowest man on the totem pole...........i cant stand it anymore or my family whom i work with! i am nothing but cheap productive labor for them as well as a convieniant scape goat!buuuuuuuuuu... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
there is no corruption there are only the corrupt....... |
yeah to all you people that want to blame others influence over them being a so-called bad one you can go fuck yourselves!thats right you bitches JUST BECAUSE I INTRODUCED YOU TO THE DEVIL DID'NT FUCK... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
yeah jungle and dNb are fucking great!boh |
how to be a junglist.
Body: Kids, are you worried that scary junglists will show you the screwface when you step inside the dance? Don't worry, as these style tips will help you fit in, and soon you... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
THE THIRST FOR BATTLE |
Hmmmmmmmmm ......I guess now that i have managed to drag myself back into some strange state of balance , I feel the need for combat. On the front line of an invasion force armed with the most modern ... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
asking for help and finally getting help TAKING CONTROL! |
yeah i wont be out in the public view for quite a while. i plan on getting the psychiatric help i have needed for more than awhile now. not just because of her , but i am tired of the drugs , the sl... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
self inflicted |
i want to torture myself in ways the devil himself hasnt even begun to elaborate on.i want to die a million times and ask for one million and one.i want to beat myself to death with a whiffle ball bat... Posted by {=(=_EvoLvIng-tHe_ReaPeR-tecHNique_=]} on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |