Going before then...oops

i never thought id b in the situation im in. i dont kno wat the future has in store for me but i kno wat i want. im happy for my future but then again im paranoid. ive made mistakes but who doesnt. it was all a learning lesson, thats wat life is about. sometimes i jus feel the need to fall to my knees and breakdown but i gotta stand strong and hold my head high. i tend look at the negative side of everything. i jus need to b happy wit wat i got....