~♥Courtney♥~ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

So I've decided to start over with my page...... it's a new life..... a new beginning ..... and a wonderful story. So some history on me.... I'm originally from upstate NY ... a small farm town in the middle of nowhere really. I graduated HS in '06 and attended Mansfield University for about a year until they fucked me around one too many times and I got sick of it and left. So.... fast forward to may '07 and I fall in love with a man considerably older than me that i've known for years and decide I want to be with him, and go back to school. So on the great July 10, 2007 I flew from Elmira, NY into Springfield, MO to start my new life. I adjusted easy to this place...... for the third largest city in Missouri, it's fairly small and really..... quite full of hometown "good ole boy" country folk. I started going to Missouri State University in the fall of '07. My relationship with the man I love is amazing.. we've officially been together about a year now.... and I couldn't be happier. I have a few friends from the university I socialize with but mostly.... it's me and greg and a few other mutual friends. For being such a youngin throwing herself into his world, Greg's family has taken me in and shown just how accepting people can really be. I know if i needed help, his dad or brother would be more than happy to lend a hand. So this is me. take it or leave it. Don't like my lifestyle choices...either deal or move on, because im not about to take any shit. So here I am.... the cards are on the table...... take me or leave me as you please. :D ILYGM ♥ animal layout @ Unique MySpace Layouts - Movie Layouts - Music Layouts - More MySpace Layouts! - MySpace Tools

My Interests

AbsintheSINGING.............. music is my life...as well as friends ...... local bands

I'd like to meet:

if you want to get to know me..... leave me a message..... im a fairly nice person until you wrong me..... then im a royal bitch or your worst nightmare :)

Music:

anything to an extenthellogoodbye, something corporate,mad caddies, pray for the soul of betty, matchbook romance,dashboard confessional, mxpx, the doors,jet,taking back sunday zepplin, pink floyd, rise against, bedouin soundclash,gogol bordello,flogging molly, dropkick murphy,underoath, Hendrix, Joplin, all opera and vocally chalanging musiclocal bands: The hat trick; unfair verona; DEAR JOHN

Movies:

love ...... labyrinth, in love and war, tommy, the wall,sgt peppers lonely heart club band, all operas and musicals, Alices resaurant, the notebook, dirty dancing (both), phantom , any thrillers

Television:

dont really watch it but i lovvvvve bones....... and cartoons like family guy, american dad, south park, ATHF, squidbillies and such
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Books:

love vc andrews, stephen king , anne rice novels, Christopher Rice novels,the historian and all the classics......... shakespeare, dickens, hemmingway,.............. im also a poetry lover........ i also write my own poetry and lyrics

Heroes:

i dont have one i guess......... i have many people who inspire me............ many songwriters including local guys such as Neil Eash, Mike Davis, Taylor Smith...... along with more........My life revolves around the arts and whoever invokes emotion through their work inspires me a great deal... and at times......... I even inspire myself........

My Blog

one of my fave surveys i ever did

..> A Deep Gaze Within (Different and Difficult Questions) Here's the deal. One word answers are almost impossible, so, feel free to answer normally. When I ask you to define a word, I ask you t...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:26:00 PST

universal dream

You can't feel anything but my tongue inside your mouth.Our lives are intertwiningBut we're weaving in and out.There's so much fear of howThe action is how we feel.So much fear of idealismYou don't wa...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 09:27:00 PST

And still.....

Sadness shrouds my heart.Even though all the anger and pain are gone,I see you& and I know you.I long to be with you.I told you I would always love you.It's true& I still love you, miss you.I miss bei...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:16:00 PST

Nothing

I am your nothing.I am nothing to you.I am nothing enough to be mentioned by you.Not in the public anyway.So I really was just a backup.I was your "safe girl".Is that so true?So true that you are too ...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:09:00 PST

i need to think of titles

With my ears, I heard you promise.With your mouth you said those words.Your hands, they held me closeas you promised.With your eyes, you saw me believe.And with your hands, you let me go.You let me fa...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:37:00 PST

isn't it the truth

Everybody go, the party's over I want to be alone in my head, in my bed tonight You never show You must really love her You think I don't know but I do, yeah it's true I think over is over I'm right b...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 10:08:00 PST

november

So I'm waiting for this test to endso that lighter days can soon beginI'll be alone, but maybe more carefreeLike a kite that floats so effortlesslyI was afraid to be alonebut now I'm scared that's how...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 10:21:00 PST

I'll be here... i'll be there.. ill be everywhere you need me.... for a dear friend <3

You don't have to talk.We can sit outside and watch the leaves fall, As you cry on my shoulder.I won't mind.We can talk if you want.I'll listen as the sun sets;The golden orb growing brighter,Lowering...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:28:00 PST

without you

Hurt and betrayal, panic and fearA craziness permeating the pores of my skinAnger that won't let me shed a tearA sorrow coming from deep withinSucked into a void of interminable confusionSwallowed int...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 09:56:00 PST

working on a title

Silent and spinningStill,And alive.She's the windTo which you are indifferent.I limped the streetsLooking for inspirationAnd finding none Thought to write my own.A presence, pesteringFollows me all da...
Posted by ~♥Courtney♥~ on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 06:42:00 PST