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my name is joshua lee dispain i dont really know what to say other then you will either love me or hate me..no in between i have a girlfriend named sarah..yeah hard to believe but we've been together since Sep. 26 2008 and i couldnt be happierother then her my love is the dance scene...anything that has to do with the dance scene i still have love for metal and hardcore but goddamn those beatslike i said i dont really know what else to say..if you're reading this odds are you already know me there for this about me section is pointless.. .. .. .. .. .. ..

My Blog

im about to fucking lose it....

my life is ridiculous...all i have are my friends...i have nothing else   everytime i get a good job something out of my control happens and i end up fucking jobless again....this is seriously bu...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:12:00 GMT

rest in peace erika blood

you teached me how to love and for that i thank you...ill always have you in my heart...im going to miss youi cant believe you're gonerest easy pretty girljoshua insane ill write more about how...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 18:50:00 GMT

rest in peace erika blood

you teached me how to love and for that i thank you...ill always have you in my heart...im going to miss youi cant believe you're gonerest easy pretty girljoshua insane ill write more about how...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 18:50:00 GMT

if hes abusive...whats so fucking hard

why would you wanna stay with him...even worse ...let him go and get back with him...get your number changed......and then give it to him and you tell me to not call you or you will "get it" you're pa...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 23:02:00 GMT

this mind fuck called life

everytime i have something good in my life right in my fucking face BEGGING to be taken i always end up fucking it up...always...i had this woman...an amazing woman...probably would have jumped off a ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 01:03:00 GMT

it never fucking ends..

i always seem to be going in circles...i get a job hold it quit for something new something happends i become homeless i find a home get a job hold it quit for something new something happens.... &nbs...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 13:01:00 GMT

everything different for 08

    you really have no fucking idea how different the start really waswent to a party and met a shitload of new cool people...mostly female of course :)theres one in particular that has...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 16:06:00 GMT

im not the one

    i really didnt want to hurt you...you pretty much made me....after countless hints you still had to try....after days of not seeing each other you still "love" me.....i really dont ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:56:00 GMT

words of wisdom...

"alot of shit has been going down for the past week.. we slippin dogg. now u r almost 500$ in debt. u need to calm down nigga, i'm wit cha and i'm gonna ride with you on whatever but i can't ride with...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:44:00 GMT

bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks

    you are just as bad as a "typical" guy! you give us false hopes....you use guys just as much as guys use girls!FUCK YOUall of youim so sick of hearing "men are pigs" "they are onlly...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 01:26:00 GMT