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mandora

About Me


hello, i'm mandora. i read too much, and say too little. i act tougher than i am for no reason at all. i only cry when i'm alone. i got married in a black dress. i have an awesome life and every day i'm filled with fear that some piece of it will be taken from me. i love my husband and my daughter more than life itself. i hate edmonton and can't wait to disappear from here. i have a severe addiction to lingerie. i can't stand silence, there is always music playing. i think of my cats as people, and i'm almost positive they understand me when i talk to them. when they start talking back, that's when i'll start worrying. i have the most beautiful guitar on the planet, a birthday gift from my husband, but i never have time to play it because i'd rather play with my daughter, the most beautiful baby on the planet. life is all about priorities. i'm not religious, but i might believe in god. i believe in second chances because i believe in fucking up to find your way. i believe in love. i believe in chocolate. i believe that you only get one shot at this life and you'd better make the goddamned most of it. thank you.
i was only half alive until i woke up on top of a hill one night and heard him promise to love me always. our love grew inside me and she is the most beautiful child the world has ever seen.
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My Blog

instead.

come with melet's just get in the car and drivedrive to the middle of the middle of nowherewe'll find the most quiet corner of the worldand with our little one asleep in the backwe can just sit in the...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 23:14:00 GMT

try.

all night i travelled all day,to see nothing but your face.i was unprepared and unrehearsedbut somehow sure.with the colours in reverse and the car in the sky,i made my way closer to where you areclos...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:21:00 GMT

green.

i have the best husband in all the world. and the cutest daughter ever. i love my life. you hear me? love it.  
Posted by on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 18:56:00 GMT

might.

scrolling through obituaries my hair loses its colour i cannot see you soon enough background music i don't recognize the song but i recognize the voice isn't that how it always goes? sometimes i'd ra...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 11:38:00 GMT

electric.

my life. could not be. any more amazing. or any more fucked right up. i've never been so happy. i've never been so terrified. everything is a disaster. nothing is going as planned. i'm scared out of m...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 10:39:00 GMT

somnolence:

som·no·lence    ( P )  Pronunciation Key  (smn-lns)n. A state of drowsiness; sleepiness. som·no·lence (smn-lns)n. A state of drowsiness; sleepiness. A cond...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:46:00 GMT

passes.

weigh the pros and cons write them all down on a crisp sheet of paper then crumple it up shove it inside your mouth and swallow it "look inside yourself" possibly the worst advice ever given now your ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 17:05:00 GMT

starring.

pacing around the smoke billows soft music plays in the background invented lyrics that end up painfully misunderstood distorted faces painted with fake faded colours and brutally shov...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 21:51:00 GMT

studio.

black tails and red heads check the time until x marks the spot the lingering question: wait? or take 2 out of 3? if i answer the phone today is permanent i answered and now here i am in this same fu...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 07:33:00 GMT

hesitate.

on an unusually busy street outside an overcrowded cafe i stand face to face with you but cannot look you in the eye people with no homes and no hope wander by and i watch them instead of you the...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 14:47:00 GMT