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About Me


"What will come will come. Its how we deal with the shit in between that shapes us." (Archron, Sherrilyn Kenyon)
"Because I want to hear the bells when I look up at the sky. I want to laugh, but I don't know how. " (Little Prince)
Love? What is it? And once we have it defined...how do we keep it? How do we know when the love that we feel has changed? How do we know what we feel is no longer love? What the f*ck is love anyway?
Small town girl. Grew up with four siblings. Aunt to eight nieces and nephews. Uncle Sam signs my paychecks. "Lived" in Washington, Thailand, Qatar, Florida, and Texas. Photography is a new love. Thailand has become my new home away from home. Closer to my mother than any person ever should be. Annoyed by too many things, so don't make a list. Considered to have the worst attitude by many. And don't give a sh*t about it. Considered to be "scarey" by many. Considered to be too serious.
"It's easy to look at people and make quick judgements about them, their present and their pasts, but you'd be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides." (Acheron, Sherrilyn Kenyon)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

“Spartan women of Greece used to tell their husbands, before they went into battle, to come back with their shields or laying on them, dying honorably in battle. But if they did not return with their shield, this showed that they ran away from the battle. Cowardice was not a Spartan virtue...Tell me that you love me the same by me coming home with my shield or on it..."
*Army Staff Sgt. Darrell Ray Griffin Jr.* *OIF Casualty*Felled by a sniper's bullet, in Sadr City, 03.21.2007*

My Blog

.self.confidence.

"Self-confidence gives you the freedom to make mistakes and cope with failure without feeling that your world has come to an end or that you are a worthless person." (No author)One of my biggest inner...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Aug 2009 21:30:00 GMT

.faith.

To believe in God or in a guiding force because someone tells you to is the height of stupidity. We are given senses to receive our information within. With our own eyes we see, and with our own skin ...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Aug 2009 21:38:00 GMT

.violence.

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. Buddha quotes (Hindu Prince Gautama Siddharta, the founder of Buddhis...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Jul 2009 19:51:00 GMT

for the damn StUpIDiTy

I can not handle being stupid...or feeling stupid. I do something "stupid" and I just stew over it and over it....can't handle "stupid". We had an inspection this week...it went really well...but I fo...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Jul 2009 19:41:00 GMT

.long haul.

It's been awhile. Nothing has changed. Except longer hours. More stress. More work. More feelings of exhaustion. I told people at work I was going to put a tip jar at the end of my parachute table to ...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Jul 2009 19:48:00 GMT

.what's HIS plan...

"Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." Christopher Robin to Pooh -A.A.Milne quotes (Winnie-the-Pooh 1882-1956)Stru...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 06:42:00 GMT

for the wonder of 26.jun.2009

Texas is freakishly hot. It's irritating. It's been close to or over 100 for the last two weeks...the heat don't bother me at all...it's the fact that it never freakin' cools down....I run in the morn...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 18:36:00 GMT

...going 100 in a 55...

...Long week...work turned into 12 hrs last week...that wasn't fun......not sure if we made progress like they wanted us too...but at this point, I don't care......attitude has changed...need to re-ch...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 16:46:00 GMT

.stress.

Yesterday...today...was full of stress...I'm exhausted over a silly situation that was esculated into something bigger than necessary.......the outcome?...me questioning whether or not I'm qualified t...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 17:34:00 GMT

absolute failure

A wise man told me this week that things are temporary. I didn't think too much about it when I read it the first time...but now I understand. I worry, focus, lose sleep, over shit that really...is te...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 19:38:00 GMT