...don't u ever think for 1 second that i will forget the reasons that i cried... |
so here we are, sitting somewhere in the aftermath.i'm not sure what i'm doing or where i'm going.i just know that i'm still here.i suppose that's good enough for now.right nowi'm on leave. we left s... Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 13:15:00 GMT |
...i love u, i hate u, i can't live w/o u (i breathe u, i taste u)... |
this is the moment many people have been waiting for and the moment i've been dreading. this whole situation is hard enough to deal with without reliving and rehashing it every few hours.it's your ow... Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 15:56:00 GMT |
My whole existance is gone...*edited* |
Fuck. How many days has it been? They've been a blur. I'm lucky that this point, I think because I've slept through the past two nights without having to be drugged or drunk and even though I'm sti... Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 07:37:00 GMT |
my soon to be ex husband |
is a lying, cheating POS.yes, i'm going to be the petty one and try and destroy his myspace life. blame me in your heads all you want. i don't want to hear any of your BS. if you care about me at a... Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 07:09:00 GMT |
...how can i still be alive, i should've been gone so long ago... |
i suppose i kinda owe everyone thisespecially seeing as i don't even feel like thinkingabout what's been going on latelyit seems like nothingbut feels like everythingi've been so out of it all weektir... Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 14:17:00 GMT |
...what if it all came crashing down all around u how will u save urself... |
i feel like i'm at my wit's end. just when i feel like everything is finally ok, like i found a way to keep ant and the house and cis and derby, when i found a possible handle on my hysterics and a p... Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 09:55:00 GMT |
...my once dearest darling, please let me forget the chess board... |
i scribble these last few words in a hasty attemptto at least pretend that it will come no moreone last final squeeze to drip you from my hearthold it long and hard enough and make it stop skippingsha... Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 16:24:00 GMT |
...the things i do, i go through, & all i see when i'm awake... |
**YES my new profile song is overly sappy & cheesy, but I don't care. I like it**you knowi remember when some days it felt hard to ONLY do one of these a daymaybe it's a growing up thingmaybe it's a ... Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 11:51:00 GMT |
...and i don't feel right when you're gone away... |
so let's just skip over all the sappy BS that i honestly don't want to talk aboutlet's get to all the good stufflazy horse yesterday was super fungrabbed up christa for a post birthday throwdownand sp... Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 12:29:00 GMT |
...thirty hours of pain, all at once, for you... |
How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind Can't win your losing fight all the time Not gonna ever own what's mine When you're always taking sides You wont take away my pride No no... Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 03:07:00 GMT |