About Me
tired of all ya`ll fake ass breezies taking my shit, damn nigga. Once a muthafucka` get an understanding on the game and what the levels and the rules of the game is, Then the world ain't no trick no more. The world is a game to be played! "Live it up, or give it up"
"Shawty`s a little taller now, Into big things now" ;waduup tho? the names Bernadette i stay posted down in S0UTHEAST daygo ; reeall shit; i`mtantalizing, short, sweet, & sadistic at times. a little person likah me.. you`d be suprise how much Bull shit i can take.. " i`m able to swallow my pride & put the B ullshit aside" i`m that type of person that bitches love to hate.. i`m that type of person that won`t put a front if i`m not happy..yeah i know i`ve made mistakes in the past.. but "fuck that past, i`m only human hommie. nah mean?" i`m easily easily amused, down to earth, just someone tht wants to be around people who don`t give a FUcK about DRAMA. yeah i`m Burious; not tht Burious? but i`ll try new things, nah mean?. Family is a "stressin` But a B lessin" Friends come & go but you`ll always have tht few tht`ll ride with you & B true to you; keep it real. ABOUT ME; i give R E S P E C T to the homies, if given respect to me. I can be a Bit of a trip sometimes. i can appreciate Beauty when i B it. I can care less about what people think about me. Did they raise me? feed me? clothe me? house me? NO! so what i do is noones's Business but mine. rude shit but you ain`t my mama. lol.i dislike fake ass B rah`dz who are snobby as fuck, it don`t take a nigga much to grin right?.. you can`t shake hands with a clenched fist.BREAKDOWN Most people consider me a sweet girl, some percieve me as a bitch. My honesty comes off as ignorance. I love food If i crave i`ll crave ti`ll i get it so B careful! “don’t feed the chubby people†if i were to let reside in any place.. it`d B my hometown; San Francisco “I`ve seen better daysâ€Respect;
respect; like i said if given respect i`ll give respect. I respect all types of people. From or not from somewhere. and yeah.. i get that question alot.. yes i got respect for crips too. if you don`t want to respect me just remember, What doesn't kill me just makes me stronger and thats the way the cookie crumbles.trust;
Trust is something that isn`t held by hand. Trust is something either given or taken. I start with trust in a person and when my trust is lost its hard to get back. Its the number one thing i think people in a relationship should have. Whether or not lovers, whether or not friends.†its fucked up how its not always a win win situation. I always get deceived because of assumptions.past;
things without remedy, should be without regard; what is done is done. if you don`t know me don`t judge me. Because everyone grows by learning from mistakes.. when you actually take the time to get to know me than you can judge me "Live it up, or give it up"karma;
its just recently that i became a firm believer of karma.. i wasn`t unfaithful to my first love i was just flat out fuck`d up & its getting to me. My first love treats me the way i use to treat himm.. like shit. I deserve it but i just think to myself.. is it really worth the pain? The fact that i didn`t realize i was hurting him, but yet he sits there listening to me cry. For me, if i been through hell why would i want to put the person i love through the same hell. that's the question i have for you? in that case..
my first love;
i need to get this off my chest. if you love me, show me. Don`t tell me. i`m sacrificing my own happiness for yours & damn well you give and take in life, but i`m giving. I`m giving so much that i have nothing else left. You promised me When you left me for your homies that day i sat there for what seems to be years. Crying and crying i didn`t care if everyone looked at me like a was a crazy girl. Because i am crazy. I`m crazy for you. When your homies were against you, who was there to support you mentally? i was. I was always there. Always. When you cried to me and told me you finally realized it was me you needed and you promised me what seem to be the world. I gave you that trust that was once lost i believed every promise. And yet i set myself up for failure. How can you get mad & tell me stop crying when you know i can`t. you ask me.. no tell me, that i should leave you for hurting me but its not even like that. Because of you theres a whole nother meaning to love.. YOUR ALWAYS THE FIRST ON MY LIST, MY RIGHT-HAND, MY MAN, MY MAIN. I never believed in karma till i met you. i can`t say that almost a year didn`t mean anything to me. Because it did. i was ready to make a commitment so young. It meant everrything to me. Because you were my everything. just say our love was true and it became a lie. if i ever fall in love again he`ll be just like you. i love you and goodbye. THE GAME OF LOVE IS OVER.
