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MY NAMES BELiNDA...YOU CAN CALL ME BELiNDA...AT FIRST WHEN YOU MEET ME IM REALLY SHY BUT ONCE WE GET TO TALKING AFTER A WHILE I CAN GET WILD. IM SINGLE AND LOOKING FOR THE RIGHT GIRL OR GUY BUT YEA HOLLA AT ME IF YOURE INTERESTED....DONT LIKE PLAYAS HURTS TOO MUCH I FALL IN LOVE WITH THE RIGHT PERSON...IM REALLY SENSITIVE BUT ILL LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND YOU WHENEVER YOU WANT ME TO...I SMOKE AND I DRINK....BUT MOST OF ALL IM A BIT OF A LIL FREAK...BRENDA WOULD KNOW BUT YEA ANYWAYS....IM PICKY ON CERTAIN THINGS...I LIKE BLACK GUYz...(CUTE AND GENTALEMEN ONES) ASAIN CHICKS (the hott ones)...MEXICAN GUYz(CERTAIN ONES) I LIKE GANGSTAS (all fine ass ones)...THUGS(yum yum)..."BAD BOYS" (all of them)...STRANGLEY I LOOK GOTH BUT I DONT REALLY LIKE GOTH GUYS..HAHA...I DONT LIKE WHEN RANDOM PEOPLE JUST START OUT TO HATE ME FOR NO REASON AND WANNA FIGHT...ILL LET YOU KNOW NOW THAT AT THIS MOMENT I AINT THE FIGHTING TYPE SO IVE NEVER BEEN IN A FIGHT NOR DO I PLAN TO BE IN ONE BUT...I DONT KNOW MY LIFE IS PRETTY FUCKED UP I HAVE AN ANTIE WHO TALKS ALOT ABOUT ME...A MOTHER WHO DONT TRUST ME BECAUSE OF MY DRUG USE...WHO ALSO TALKS ABOUT ME...A BROTHER I DONT TALK TO....OR DONT REALLY GET ALONG WITH....A SOME WHAT OF A STEP DAD WHO I HATE TO FUCKING DEATH...I DONT LIKE COMMUNICATING WITH CERTAIN PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY FOR A NUMBER OF CERTAIN REASONS...THATS WHY ITS SOMTIMES DIFFICULT TO TALK TO MY MOM....YEA I CAN SAFLY SAY WE DONT REALLY GET ALONG...OH YEA I DONT KNOW MY FATHER...THOUGH I HAVE AN IDEA ON WHO HE IS...I WANT TO BE AND AMAZING PERSON...IN SOMEONES LIFE I DONT WANT TO BE A DISSAPOINTMENT TO ANYONE ANYMORE...BUT YOU KNOW WHAT NO ONES PERFECT SO FUCK IT IM STILL DOING DRUGS AND I DONT THINK ILL STOP SO DONT TRY TO GET ME HELP N SHIT BECAUSE I WILL REFUSE IT AND I WONT TAKE IT....I FELL IN LOVE THREE TIMES...MY FIRST WAS AN EXTREAM DRUG USER....SECOND WAS A POTHEAD WHO I STILL TO (SOMETIMES)...THIRD I FELT WAS MY LIFE TILL THINGS CHANGED AND I ENDED UP HATING HIM...AND HIS NEW LIFE...BUT UNTIL THEN I TRY MY BEST NOT TO FALL IN LOVE....GIVE ME TIME TO GET USED TO YOU...IM SHY WITH YOU AT FIRST BUT ONCE WE CHILL AFTER A WHILE THEN YOULL GET TO LOVE ME LOL...BUT I DONT KNOW LIFE KINDA DEPRESSING SOMETIMES I HAVE TO DO STUPID SHIT IN ODER TO HAVE FUN...AND RUNNING AWAYS GETTING KINDA OLD...I HATE FALLING IN LOVE EASLY...MOST OR SOME PEOPLE MAY SAY IM ANNOYIN BUT WHATS THE USE OF LIVING IF YOU DONT HAVE FUN...WHY LAUGH IF YOU AINT HAVIN FUN....WHY SMILE IF THERES NO REAL HAPPINES....WE CRY BECAUSE ALL WE KNOW IS MADNESS...I DONT LIKE LIVING THIS THING CALLED LIFE FOR MANY REASONS