Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R]

About Me

This is me this is me this is who I am
Every so often there comes along a person who has been so warped and twisted by the wrongs done to him that he turns into a loathing self hating person. I suppose that would be me. I like myself to a certain extent. As for others I am not too big on other people though. I am trying. I am a very distant person even if I appear close to you. I'll never let you see the real side of me unless we get close. That way your too drawn in to hurt me. I say a lot of mean things. Most of the time I mean it but sometimes I don't. If I show interest in you feel special. I also happen to be gay. I am also a very flirtatious person. I can't help to flirt with guys and even girls. When a attractive guy is interested in me I am shocked. I also happen to fall for straight guys. I am a vegetarian. I am pro choice. Actually I really couldn't care but I would rather someone have a choice then not have one. I am a fun person to hang around at least thats what I am told. I do lots of crazy stupid things. I am generally a well behaved person. I am a animal lover and a environmentalist.

My Interests

Music:

My music
2 O'clock girlfriend
30 seconds to mars
36 crazy fists
A Black Rose Burial
A Perfect Circle
AAF
AFI new stuff only
alexisonfire
Anal Cunt
As I lay dying
ascend in red
Ashley Parker Angel
Atreyu
Avenged seven fold
Beethoven
between the burried and me
Bleed the Dream
Bleeding through
blessed by a broken heart
Bright eyes
Caar Me
Chiodos
coheed and cambria alittle when I am bored
Cradle of Filth
Cute is What we Aim for
Day of contempt
Dead and Divine
Dead will rise
death cab for cutie
Dem Franchiz Boyz
Dimmu Borgia
Dirty Sanchez
Eisley
Engine room
evergreen terrace
Every Time I Die not alot but a select few
Eyes of Fire
fear before the march of flames
Flyleaf
for the horizon
from first to last
Gay Pimp
Glass Jaw
Green day
hawthorne heights
Hello Goodbye
Hollywood Undead
hopesfall
Horrorpops
idiot pilot
Ive been shot
Jeffree CUNT star :)
Jem
Kill Hanah
KoRn
LIL jon
Lil kim
Linkin park
Marilyn Manson
Matchbook Romance
Missy Elloit
Motion City Soundtrack
Mozart
Mudvayne
My Chemical Romance
Nevea Tears
Norma Jean
papa roach
Paradise Lost
Peaches
Remy Ma
Rise Against
Rotting Stiff
saosin
Scatter the Ashes
Senses fail
Shadows Fall
silverstein
SlipKnot
Starlit
Stevie Nicks
Still remains
Strapping young lad
Stutterfly
Summers end
taking back sunday
Tatu
the almost
The Bled
The Blood Brothers
the burning season
The Coup
the Cure
the faint
The Matches
The Medic Droid
The Used
This is me smiling
Three Days Grace
thursday
Thursday
Tiger Army
Trapt
Underoath
versus the mirror
we came with broken teeth
Zao
AKIRA YAMAOKA
THE SILENT HILL SOUNDTACKS
silent hill
silent hill 2 heavens night
silent hill 3
silent hill 4 the room
silent hill 4 the room limited edition soundtrack
SAW sound tracks I and II
Underworld soundtrack
resident evil and resident evil apocalypse soundtracks
LOCAL BANDS
Romance to Revenge
The Artic
The Wedding
Last Tuesday
Lazer Mountain
Run Josh Run
Clearfield
Your eyes my dream
Within Hearts Potential
Shapiro
For this blood

My Blog

Come on the stars beckon

Hallowed winter nightThe faint chill echoes accross the tainted cityFrom innocent eyes its all taken inThe screams of anger The screams of painThe words of hate fueled by acts of betrayelBroken vows a...
Posted by Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R] on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 08:03:00 PST

Oh god not another pretty face

See that girl???????????Over by the barShes checking you outWatch her lick her lipsAs she stares you downShe undresses you with her eyesAnd redresses you with your walletShe moves like the vixen she i...
Posted by Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R] on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 11:55:00 PST

Whisper of Death&&&.Quick Kiss Quick Death&&..Falling under the knife

Whisper of Death.Quick Kiss Quick Death..Falling under the knife The blade slides across the fragile skin Breaking through the delicate skin Painting the white with red Staining the pure with t...
Posted by Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R] on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 09:37:00 PST

Once it starts it cant stop.................. a lifes lament

I can see the light My arms reach to grasp it A sudden tug pulls me from the light Darkness reaches up to claim me I scream no But cold water fills my mouth and lungs No sound escapes except the sound...
Posted by Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R] on Wed, 17 May 2006 06:31:00 PST

American society encourages this kind of behavor

American Society Encourages This Kind of Behavior Look at her The little girl huddled in a dark corner Shadows binding her in her misery The tears glisten as they paint her cheeks They fall li...
Posted by Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R] on Mon, 08 May 2006 08:51:00 PST

Poems read and tell me what you think

Truth for THIS generation..will you listen? And the tears fall like gods blood. His blood is from what the world thrives on. But what also destroys the world. For the blood is the greatest p...
Posted by Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R] on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 07:57:00 PST

America's Ideal of beauty

All america cares about our the beautiful skinny models. They make it seem like only they are perfect. The media puts so much stress on the people that people get anoerixa. That only occurs in America...
Posted by Fade into dreams[RIP][KIA][R2R] on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:35:00 PST