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I am at Sharp Vista Pacifica. It's a great program. I know now why I started using, I have a problem telling people my emotions, especially my sad emotion. As of today, I am 20 days clean. Yup starting over but no recovery is without relapse. But there will be no relapse anymore.My life is better. I have my kids in my life and they all look at me with love and happiness. There pain is slowly going away as there trust in me is coming back. My kids are so important in my life. THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MY EVERYTHING!!!In September 2008 I met my SOUL MATE. We went on our first date in October 2008 and fell head over the ravine for each other.On January 6, 2009 I got a ring on it. YUP, I finally found someone that I can trust. He is a Bear. Raybear is his nickname. I love the way he opens the doors for me. I like the way he listens to me when I talk WITH him. He believes and loves me with all his heart and I believe and love him with all my heart. We have respect for one another.