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favorite colors: red&silver :D
there's a swan in the crystal lake near okinakafuga
who loves you? no one!
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i have a lot of friends and that they all love me! (i hope...deliria [i think i just made up the word. spell check says wrong] happening) excessive use of exclamation points.....:} plus i have a lot of nicknames i just don't know why. phil; philian; sasha; slushie; lil (my mom); li (my mom); lie (my dad and uncle); lian (my dad and uncle again) lily, pencap, greengreen (what le hell?! haha, tyler), godzilla (seriously....why?), chip dip (:p, kinda my own fault there.....but yeah), and rawr given to me by puma. i like to give nicknames to my friends, it just takes me a while to think them up.....anymore information you want to know about me? well too bad, i don't know what else to say.....so i'll make a list! :P (wow, i'm also spastic)
umm, likes/don't likes:
what i like:
raspberries (hehe)
extremely loving friends who are always there for me when i need them the most and when i don't. they're all irreplaceable. i just find more friends that fit my every need and i never want to lose any of them. i sadden when i do lose good friends. but i know that there are those that never will leave me and i can always lean on them
cookie dough
kettle corn popcorn
popcorn and cookie dough mixed together (not kettle, too sweet for me :D)
trying new food combinations
using elipsis
reading (a lot)
pants with patches sewn on them (i don't know why.....i guess i love the rugged look or something close to what i have in mind....)
rain (a lot of rain)
the cold
windy weather
watching foreign shows that nobody but a few selected people can comprehend the mighty awesomeness
writing long things that i enjoy because it doubles as making fun of others who don't write that much. actually, just writing in general. i've gotten into being okay with free verse now, so it's actually alot more fun expressing myself with words that i want to use that comes to mind rather than thinking up of words with relatively the same meaning th rhymes or having to change the sentences around
giving someone a cake....or anything. i like giving people stuff
music, and lots and lots of it
singing along to a great song
taking pictures
desired mist and everybody in it
people who play the piano, violin, or soccer (hehe, i really do, no joke)
giving hugs, i love giving hugs. i love it even more if people hug me first (i recently found out that i like it if people hug me around my waist, i feel more secure that way, i don't know why)
saying umm :P
animals
manga
anime
using a different language nobody knows except a few selected people because they're cool and knows what being totally fun is (haha, tomodachiga daisuki desu. nihongoo hanashimasuka? iie desuka? anoo, ringoo daisuki desu. *giggles to self* watashiwa hen desuyo.)
meeting new people. especially from different countries. they're just so awesome. well....most of the ones i've met so far anyways
watching movies with friends across the country
tea, and lots of it apparently
making stuff :P i love baking, i really do. my goal right now is to make a chocolate tart.....yeah...haha, if you find me a really easy recipe, then gimme them
replacing the z's with s's. i like the british spelling better, i really do......or was it greek? roman? *starts talking to self*
making weird noises out of frustration. i blame korean dramas for that
talking to myself
having a broad vocabulary
laughing
what i don't like:
capitalising (obviously)
politics
people who spit in public
snobby people
ignorant people
procrastinating (i have a serious problem with it v.v i'm getting better though, i really am)
my throat hurting (happens so much. self-inflicted, but still)
seeing dead animals in the street
history (i'm getting better)
science (ech! i'd die if it weren't for nice people)
people who throw things out of their cars at people on the street (unless it's a person that's actually a friend, then it's not that bad, but still)
people sending an im to me while i'm playing a game on the internet and i can't stop the game and i can't see it since the message box is always covering it up
people who don't pick up the phone (being a hypocrite, only because it's either on vibrate and when i'm with somebody or three rooms away)
stuff due the next day that takes hours upon hours completing
things being uneven, like, hugely uneven
great music with random song lyrics that don't fit
people ruining the things that i just straightened out just to annoy me
not being able to spell correctly
good songs getting deleted
seeing stuff inside the body
metal scraping against metal (hurts my teeth, really painful)
really really really boring/infuriating/dreadful books that i am required to finish
basically, i like and don't like random things, that's just me. if you have a problem with it, that's fine, i got alot of problems myself, so who am i to blame for having problems? i'm human, i'm not perfect, i'm understandable, and i don't judge what you are, i judge who you are. if you don't like who i am, then just leave me alone. i got enough things to keep me occupied during the time you wasted for me. i can be slightly insane, borderline annoying, serious and thoughtful at the same time. i'm just that wonderful. i love my friends too much to hurt them, i tease with no restraint whenever i'm comfortable, but that's how i express my love. the more i love someone, the more i tease. i tease because i'm comfortable around someone, not to make you look stupid. so don't feel offended unless you're not my friend, cause then i'm just really fed up with you. i'm reserved, quiet, and focused with music playing in my ears, but if i'm surrounded by noisy people, i can't concentrate and blow things off til i do get some peace and quiet. i really am open-minded about everything, and i can listen like a professional therapist with a best friend's intentions. i also like to help people when i can, especially when i actually know what's going on. if i don't, i'll say what i would do, but still say that i wouldn't know myself. what you see really isn't what i am. i have different personalities when around different people. it's just who i am. the people i call best friends are those who love me for who i am, who understands how i function, and whom i love unconditionally through everything that happens, both the things that they don't understand about me, and the faults i just love about them. i do get frustrated with my friends even, but i eventually get over it.


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i frankly don't care at the moment, i just like to meet anyone who likes to meet people and did/did not/are/are not/a(n) retard; stalker; procrastinator (i'm enough for 12 :P); asshole; musically inept; evil; planning to take over the world; flunk/flunking health; close-minded; racial to asians (seriously? come on, we're taking over the world here, and you pick asians to be racist against?!)
i would like to meet people who like manga/anime, reading, writing, drawing, loves music, open-minded, loves comedy, actually has a sense of humor, and the occassional spasticness i exude every once in a while to keep things interesting
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Lilian Diep
Birthday: June 19, 1992
Birthplace: born in oakland, raised in roseville
Current Location: on a bed
Eye Color: seal brown out of the sun, but chocolate in XP
Hair Color: black, copper highlights
Height: .......shorter than you
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: asian gone american gone delusional but true asian (i lost ya huh?)
The Shoes You Wore Today: vans :D
Your Weakness: raspberries
Your Fears: bugs, ghosts, getting stuck on a rollercoaster. no wait, going on a rollercoaster
Your Perfect Pizza: ones that aren't caked in 1/2 pint of oil
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: finish a list that i've set up for myself
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: love ya lots <3
Thoughts First Waking Up: ............*falls back asleep*
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes or my hair. mainly my hair, but i like my eyes better. they're bigger than most asian eyes
Your Bedtime: 10-2 XD insomniac in training
Your Most Missed Memory: sophomore year
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: macdonalds
Single or Group Dates: i don't know really, group?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: ...maybe
Do you Sing: .......not well
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: of course not
Do you want to go to College: of course maybe :D
Do you want to get Married: i dunno
Do you belive in yourself: i dunno
Do you get Motion Sickness: most likely not, but i tend to read alot. i was on a cruise once and i gotten a little dizzy for the first few days
Do you think you are Attractive: people say i'm cute, so i don't know
Are you a Health Freak: hygienically
Do you get along with your Parents: depends on what i did
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: used to. sadly got stolen from me
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: as if
In the past month have you Smoked: god no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: never even seen one
In the past month have you gone on a Date: ...no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: check last four answers
Ever been called a Tease: a what?
Ever been Beaten up: hehe, no
Ever Shoplifted: i don't remember
How do you want to Die: deep freezed before menopause XP
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: breathe
What country would you most like to Visit: countries? ok: korea, japan, new zealand, sweden, australia, china (going next summer hopefully XP)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green/silver
Favourite Hair Color: hazel brown/black
Short or Long Hair: don't care
Height: less than 5' 9"
Weight: feh
Best Clothing Style: comfy, stylish, yet laid-back
Number of Drugs I have taken: alot since i'm usually sick every year :P why's it about me now?
Number of CDs I own: enough to have a really nice playlist of over 600 :E
Number of Piercings: two
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: stopped counting when i started

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My Blog

another one?!

monsters and aliensno one ever readsbetween the linesof satisfaction and greedlightening in the skybrimstone on earthwhy oh why should iworry about your mirthof all the things that i've been throughof...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 01:01:00 GMT

i don't blog much

should i start blogging now?nobody can read itgo ahead and try if you wannai'll maybe change the background in the futurebut what's there to blog about?i'll eventually tell you straight to your face t...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 00:55:00 GMT

hmm

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Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 00:54:00 GMT

i got tagged

thanks jennifer! 1) i love raspberries ^.^"" 2) i don't like capitalizing 3) alot of the stuff that i'm going to put down can be found in my "about me" box, so i find this rather redundant 4)  i'...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 14:04:00 GMT

Sad fact about love

Look into my heartAnd you will seeAn empty space whereYour love should beHow many timesHave I tried to forgetThe first dayThat we ever metLook into my eyesAnd you will see tearsThat you fished outWith...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 22:26:00 GMT

song i just made today

What's wrong with the world todayIt seems our life's are on displayParents expect too much of usShot down, beat down, out of luckRidiculed for what we are believingAppearances are so deceivingNever re...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 19:09:00 GMT

what girls really want

You really should learn by now what i write...King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighbouring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and id...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 01:33:00 GMT

who left me?

another friend goneout of existenceout of mindout of sightso why should i care?they don't love me anymore...why should i care?when they lost all traces, and disappeared....are you gonna leave me tooo...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 01:09:00 GMT

hahaha

kay, i got this stuff in my email, and i thought it was freakin' hilarious! i couldn't stop laughing.everything is copied exactly as was given to me from the email. nothing has been changed.Just somet...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 22:59:00 GMT

hahaha. this applies to all of you

i just heard this like hella long time ago and i just want to put this down in case i forget (most likely not, but shut the hell up!)no one's a virgin because life screws you over.
Posted by on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 20:32:00 GMT