La La La La La La Lies. |
I have that gut feeling that makes me sick to my fucking stomach telling me otherwise....
Theres alot going on in my head right now, since yesturday actually.But my mind runs 24/7. &n... Posted by Krystal on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:22:00 PST |
I swear, nothing gets better. |
Fucking a, more thoughts from this restless mind.
When one person crashes they take everyone else down along with them. Its a ripple affect. What you think at the time isnt such a big problem, ends ... Posted by Krystal on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:35:00 PST |
more thoughts from this restless mind |
A few thoughts before slipping away into a blissful unconsiousness...
I feel I have already failed at life, and I'm only 18.
I know its all my fault, and I'm paying for it now. I wish I knew th... Posted by Krystal on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:48:00 PST |
Just a few things |
Round and round familiar feelings...
I think I'm a complicated person, and I don't even understand myself sometimess.
I dont understand a lot actually
I rarely give a straight answer, its usally I don... Posted by Krystal on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 10:32:00 PST |
Once again, fuck. |
Once again those familiar feelings are smothering me. I cant escape them, I really cant. And yet again I feel really strange, im not myself. I dont feel real, like im not really here. and I fucking ha... Posted by Krystal on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:49:00 PST |
Sorry for all the negativity but I cant help it.... |
More thoughts under my skin before I go to bed....
Ughh all I want to say is fuck it. Just fuck everyone and everything. I dont know what to do with myself anymore, and I'm sick of thinking... a... Posted by Krystal on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 12:15:00 PST |
i write to fucking much... |
I'm dissolving little by little...
and the tears blur everything.
Im digging myself in deeper holes, that I'm not gonna be able to get out of. This feeling kinda seems pernament, cause its defintely n... Posted by Krystal on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:43:00 PST |
This is who I really am inside.. |
More writings on self destruct, More thoughts before bed, I cant help but write....
This feeling inside is tearing away at whats ever left in that hollow place inside me. I never felt so sick to ... Posted by Krystal on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:51:00 PST |
My feelings lately... |
I think I've been detached from all emotions, not purposely or anything. Thats just how shits been latley.
I've just been spiraling down much further now, and maybe I wont be able to get back up.
I... Posted by Krystal on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 06:43:00 PST |
Untitled. |
Untitled poem I wrote:
Lost in your eyes
I escape inside your mind
Thoughts of eternity pass by
and with you I feel so alive...
Dreaming, wishing
Never ending reminscing
my heart wrapped tightly
in ... Posted by Krystal on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:45:00 PST |